ReMinisCinG My FirSt ExPeRienCe Of SnoW....

I MISS THE SNOW!!!!

Well, i dunno if it's the heat in Malaysia or the lack of greenery around me, but i had this dream yesterday where i was actually playing in the snow... Sweet old memories...

Then i discovered i haven't posted any pictures or video bout snow.. Weird rite...

Anyway, i found the picture of my first experience of snow... both DAY n NITE on the same day...

Here goes....

That was the firsttttt time i ever saw snow... Lol.. I remember calling m family and showing them via webcam.. hehe.. And taking soooo many pictures to send to them especially to Arrwin...

*sigh*.. good old times...

It continued to snow for bout 3 days i think...

Seeing snow for the first time was such a fantastic experience.Something i wont forget till i die..

BUT, gotta admit, i was like such a JAKUN... hehehe.. well can't blame the gal k... I have always wanted to see snow since young so imagine one of my oldest dreams coming through.. hehe..

HOWEVER, though the view's nice, but the weather suck.. lol.. it's was soooo freaking cold that at times, i wished it would be SUNNY.. I even started walking under the sun, finding places where the sun shined brightly just to feel at least a lil warm... Such an opposite when I'm in Malaysia where i think majority of us will try to find shaded places to walk...

*giggles*

Anyway, that was the first video i took during the day n this one is during night time..

P/S :- I actually ran out to see n take this videos/pictures in my bedroom slippers n pyjamas.. So, it was evennnn colder... hehehe...

And the grand finale of my first day out in the snow is :- DA GIRL WITH HER FOOTPRINTS IN THE SNOW...

I just wanted to feel like u know Christopher Columbus who first discovered America n stepped on her land for the first time or even Neil Armstrong.. hehehehehehe....

Nah, it was just this weird desire that i had.. wanting to place my feet in snow.. There you go....

P/S :- It aint big foot's leg k.. it's MINE!!! n i cant help being a size 10... *grins*

Anyway, i really really miss the snow.. Walking in the snow with hot chocolate n whipping cream to classes would be one of the things i miss the most bout US...

*white white snow*

Facebook aka My Astrologer

Who ever knew Facebook would be sooooo accurate in predicting my future, specifically my soul mate???

Gotta say, Facebook deserves a standing ovation for being this veracious!!!

It all started late one night when boredom struck and I decided to surf facebook only to stumble upon this quiz :-

Which celebrity should you marry???

There were about 5-6 questions and upon answering them, the result that i got was :-

*takes a deep breathe*

TADAAAA!!!

JOHNNY DEPP!!!! My JOHNNY DEPP is the PERFECT CELEBRITY for me??? Yippieeeee!!!!

*jumps in joy*

Hehehe..

So its fated now.. My soulmate's Johnny Depp!!!

hahaha..

Muaks Muaks Facebook for making my day!!! 

*Floating On Cloud 9*

--- TAGGED - PiCTuRe MaNia ---

I'm TaGGeD!!! Ahhhhh... Where's the exit door???? *giggles* Hehe... Anyway, this is kinda fun.. Viji ka tagged me..Gracias Ka... So, all i'm supposed to do is read and answer the following questions.. Sounds easy aite??? hehe.. But nah.. the catch here is to answer with images and hope that those images can actually convey my thoughts...

So here goes....

My Answers... :-

1. My age on my next birthday...

I just turned 22 and now 23??? Ahhhhh...

2. A place that i'd like to travel...

Milan + Venice + Rome + Florence = ITALY...

3. My favourite place...

My room specifically MY BED...

4. My favourite food/drink...

Chocolate and a triple shot Latte makes my day :P

5. My favourite pet...

My darling babies, Hyper n Snowy...

6. My favourite color combination...

The perfect combo :- THAT purple, white and black...

7.My favourite piece of clothing...

Army prints and denim.. .

8.My all time favourite song...

The ultimate beat of my heart... :P

9.My favourite TV show...

Yeah yeah i'm a reality tv addict.. .

10. Full name of my significant other...

John Christopher "Johnny" Depp II... *giggles*

11. The town in which i live...

None other than the great Georgetown...

12.My screen name/nickname

Apparently, Mimi was the name i told everyone who attended my 1st birthday and so it kinda just stucked..However, for my brother and the other younger ones, its MiKa.. .

13. My First Job...

Remembering those times where i thought tuition for my juniors... ahh.. fond memories :P

14. My Dream Job...

Always always an actuary...

15. The bad habit that i have...

Oh yeah, i have a short temper... Especially when it comes to my brother.. hehe.. Sorry Arrwin :P

16. My worst fear...

Loneliness!!!

17. The one thing that i'll like to do before i die...

Just for a day, people :P

18. The first thing that i'll buy when i get $1,000,000...

I'll book a tombstone n grave right next to Johnny Depp... Hehehe..

19. My Favourite Credo in Life...

Cool yet inspiring :)

20. The Best Of Me (I think :P)...

Well, its a toss between these two... Since my eyes are constantly hidden behind my glasses and my hair aint naturally that straight nor is it in that color, i just dont know... LOL...

Finallyyyyy.... I'm DONE!!!

And it took me more than 3 hours to get it done....

*phewww*

But now i get to tag others...

Here goes :- I TAG Ash, Prema ka, Andrew and Khirul...

*A picture speaks a thousand words*

//-- The UgLy DuCkLinG --//

Once upon a time, in a faraway land, there lived a little girl who thought life was nothing but full of happiness. Never once did she imagined a sad life. Tears was a taboo and so was frowns. She was the perfect little girl, loved by her family to the core.

When it was time to go to school, the little girl was nothing less than happy. School was yet another place just like home. She had teachers who liked her, friends who wanted to be with her and best of all, studies was something she found easy and enjoyed. That said, her results were good if not the best.

Life was nothing short than perfect. From kindergarden to primary school she went. Again, this was just like her kindergarden. But something didn't seem right. Unlike in kindergarden, primary school was a little different. Each time she looked around, all the girls around her seemed so cute and tiny but she was just the opposite.

"It's all in the genes" said her mum... "You'll lose all the baby fat when you grow up" said her aunt... Little did she know that those were all lies, lies and nothing other than lies...

Apart from her physical attributes, life in primary school was fun. There was something to learn everyday, new friends to make and games to play with. As days passed, it was time for her first major examination. And that's when she learnt the meaning of expectations and stress. Being among the top always was like a drug. She didnt wanna let her parents down and neither did she wanna let that bubble of happiness that she had from her results burst. So she worked hard, and i mean really really hard.

Just like the saying, hard work never goes unnoticed, she passed the exam with straight A's and thus earned her entry to the school of her dreams. Now, this is where she faced reality. 6 years had passed and the baby-fat had become kid-fat n now it was teen-fat.

"Why am i so big and ugly compared to the rest? ", she asked her mum... This time, her mum had no ready answers...

Instead, she was told to exercise and cut down her food intake... Not being able to find clothes and her uncles n aunts pointing it out only seemed to make matters worst. But, no diet in the world nor exercise could make the ugly duckling pretty so she focused her energy on something that she could actually succeed - her studies...

It was back to the comfort zone that she knew - her studies... or like her brother and friends like to say= "Her NERD Life".. But that was peripheral.. It was something she was good at and unlike all those failed diets and exercise, she could actually excel in this.. So again, she started working hard... But this time, not as hard as last time...

There were other things in life and studies had to share the top spot in life with other activities... Major exams came and went and again, she scored straight A's in all of them.. And then came the turning point in life... She had to leave her nest..

Yes, it was time to say goodbye to the "home-school-tuition-home" routine and leave home for higher studies...

This is when the poor little girl had reality hit her right between her nose. She began to realise that though she was happy with her results and studies but there was this empty feeling in her.. Girls her age seemed to have fun. They went out with the opposite sex, had flowers n gifts showered upon them, their cell phones ringing non stop and phones buzzing with SMS's..

But the poor little girl could only watch all this.. Nobody noticed her... It was only during exams that people noticed her but other than that, she was alone.. Oh, dont get me wrong.. It's not like this girl had no friends.. SHE DID!!!

She had heaps of friends but that was what they were.. FRIENDS!!! Friends who talked and laughed with her but when it came to going out on dates, she was left behind...

But it didnt really bother her... She had her books to turn to.. THEY LOVED HER and SHE LOVED THEM!!!

So, once again, she went back to her books...

THE XY bearers did notice her occasionally.. Oh yeah the sure did.. But all with a hidden agenda.. All they wanted from her was that famous four letter word :- HELP!!!

It was either HELP with studies, HELP with life, HELP to listen to their problems, HELP to solve it.. HELP HELP HELP... nothing other than HELP... And once given, POOFFF!!! The disappeared...

Now, more than two decades have passed... She is still the same old UGLY DUCKLING!!! A lot larger and uglier than last time, but life's the same...

Everyone around her seems to move on to something betta in life.. Her best friend has found her other half... Almost all her friends have paved their own path in life.. She has a path too, but all she can see is her family, her books and a long journey of loneliness there... Is that what life holds for her???

She knows she has her books and her family to turn to.. But, what is there beyond that??? She doesnt need a XY partner, but why couldnt anyone see beyond this ponderous self??? Why do people who find it so easy to ask HELP from her find it so hard to not take her for granted???

Being gargantuan isnt a crime! Or, IS IT????

Her biggest fear :- LONELINESS seems to seep bit by bit into her daily life...

She is CLUELESS!!! She is DEJECTED!!! She is DEPRESSED!!!

Why does it always has to be like this??? Why cant anyone take the effort to look beyond that corpulent self of her??? Is it too much to ask for???

As she cried her eyes out, hoping and wishing for a solution, she realised, changing mankind's mindset to look beyond the outer layer was almose near to impossible but changing herself might work...

So she tried once again.. Going down the same path that she had tried again n again :- DIETS, EXERCISE and BEAUTY SALOONS.. But all in VAIN!!!

Maybe, she was destined to live a life alone... So, why waste time crying?? Just go n read a book.. So off went the little girl, wiping her never ending tears to bury her nose in yet another book....

After all, when the whole world seems to reject you for your outer looks, than the best way to excape would be to enter your comfort zone where you are certain failure will be given the BOOT!!!

But it it healthy??? *wonders*

*Hefty Roly-Poly*

How WeiRd CouLD It GeT???

Im JINXED!!! Someone's put a AbraCaDabRa-WeiRdo-ZZZ SpeLL On Me!!! Else why on earth would i have weird dreams sooo frequently?

Two More additions for Weird Dream Diary :-

Three Days back :-

My mum and I were in some dress shop in US. It didnt even look like US..We were trying out summer dresses...I wanted one particular dress which had this funky looking motifs on it when a group of chinese gals with their mum walked in and took the dress from me.. My mum on the other hand's trying out some black dress that has a totally see-through thin material on the back.. The weird part :- I have never seen the shop in my life and neither have i seen that three chinese gals and their mother before... Why on earth am i dreaming of people and places that i have never seen before??? *wonders*

Yesterday :-

I'm in a bookshop and there's this huge crowd of people..I walk towards it only to find late actor,Sivaji Ganesan standing there and handing out his autographs..I can even see his autograph..His signing his full name and it is a lil bit cursive with a line below the sign.. (don't know is that's his real signature or not) but when it comes to my turn, instead of his full name, he only signs as Sivaji and im dissapointed.. *giggles* I turn around to leave the place when i see another late actor, MGR also giving out his autographs.. This time, when it comes to my turn, he signs his full name and I'm like jumping with joy only to have my mum wake me up later.. Hmm.. i wonder who the next actor would be if only my mum hadn't woke me up.. hehehe..

I guess all these weird dreams are a result of my weird sleeping time.. But again, is it really due to that??? 

*Mystery movie sound playing in the background*

hehehehe...

*BaCk To SnooZyLaND*

DawDy OutFit + TripS To MaLL = Major MisFit

Mum :- Sham, please change your clothes and hurry up. Appa will be waiting..

Me :- No need to change la Mummy... Just to go n pick up also wanna change ah? Im only sitting outside the airport rite?

Mum :- Still, change la.. At least change your tshirt.. Don't wear sleeping tshirt all and follow me.. 

Me : Ish.. no need la.. Nobody's gonna see me.. 

Note to Myself :- Next time, listen when mummy asks to change... Stop being lazy and stubbotn, sham...

After dropping Arrwin in tuition, we went to pick up my dad who then, suggested we go and have dinner... 

*checks my clothes* <-- Still acceptable to eat in mamak shops... 

Dad :- Where you all wanna eat? Arrwin's tuition's finishing at what time???

Mum :- 10pm only.. Now still early...

Dad :- You wanna go back home and come back ah? No need la..Go to Queensbay..Can eat and kill time there...

Me :- Yeah la mummy, we'll go to Queensbay.. Long time since i when...

Mum :- But you're wearing like this??? That's why i told you to change rite...

And that's when reality struck me right on my face!!!

ALERT ALERT!!! Sleeping tshirt and shorts with slippers to Queensbay???? Ahhh SHAM, majot majot fashion alert....

Well, to be truthful, i dont really mind going out like that.. It's way more comfy but i wished i had worn at least a more presentable tshirt than the self-tiedyed-old tshirt i had on...

Seeing that it was my mum's bday and dad just came back from his lecture, both of them had nice clothes on..

So, it was Sham being the LONE RANGER in PLANET DRESS DAWDY!!!

In Queensbay Mall

Then came the BEST PART... We finished our dinner and we had to "tapau" food for Arrwin.. This means, it was down to me to carry the plastic bag..  

As if one pink plastic bag filled with styrefoam wasnt's enough, my dad had to buy pizza and there went my right hand, carrying that bag as well..

Poor poor me.. *pets myself*

Walking in Queensbay, beside my mum who was wearing some new clothes, looking so dressed down, hair also tak sikat, with plastic bags in both my hands... The fact that my mum was laughing didnt help either...

Even more humiliating was when it was time to go back and we had to take the escalator..

I CANNOT TAKE THE ESCALATOR!!!

I AM SUFFERING FROM ESCALATOR-O-PHOBIA!!!

Me :- Mummy, come this side la..The life is there...

Dad :- The escalator is here.. Where are you two going?

Mummy :- She wants to take the life...

Dad :- Shamini you have to learn to use the escalator. Don't act stupid...

Me :- *blushing like a red tomato* 

Well, all the scoldings in the world can never help me overcome my escalator-0-phobia.. So, it was back to the lift..

In the car

Dad :- She must learn la. Its all in the mind.. *bla bla bla*  And please ah, learn to way something more decent when you come out of the house..

OPPS!!! There goes my day.... *sigh*

*Fashion Police, ARREST ME!!!*

zz--WeiRd DreaMs--zz

Exams freak me out.. What more final exams but this time there was something even more weirder that even my Weird-O-Meter cant seem to scale.. I've had a string of weird dreams incessantly for the past 4 days just before my exams..

Dream 1 :-

Actor Surya was in my house.. hahaha.. n the best part was, we were like standing beside each other, his hands around my waist n vice versa.. he was clad in some olive green shirt with a ripped blue jeans.. And the best part was, we were standing in front of his dad, laughing... And somehow, the next scene was like I'm in my room searching for that autograph book and my camera to take a picture for my best fren n by the time i come out of the room, he's settled in my couch watching tv.. But, and this is a big but, by the time i was able to get a picture, my aunt woke me up.. *sob sob* And the weird part is, i'm not ever a Surya's fan... hmmmm...

Dream 2 :-

All i can remember is seing this VVIP of Malaysia being shot dead and lying on the bathroom floor.. There was like this huge pool of blood around his head and he was wearing a three piece suit.. And than there was his wife, and she was wearing this purple color baju kurung, sobbing.. Some guy was carrying an umbrella over her head and i dont think it was even raining.. Anyway the thing was, she was telling the press that she wants to remarry the VVIP's brother so that she wouldnt lose her post as a 1st Lady or sthing like that... And once again, i woke up... *sigh*

Dream 3 :-

I had a dream that my phone was ringing and it was an old friend's number.. The weird thing was that number was no longer in service... By the time i answered, the phone stopped ringing.. I wonder what would have been if i had actually answered the phone...

Dream 4 :-

This has gotta be the effect of doing Accounts i s'pose coz i dreamt i was on the phone with fLaMe n the funniest part was he was teaching me Accounts over the phone.. All i can remember was he asking me to put a certain amount and try to balance and I'm like arguing that the amount is wrong or something.. And then he tells me that i would have to pay him or something for his teaching.. Neway the details are kinda vague but that's pretty much one of the weirdest dream i had seing that i aint even in talking terms with fLaMe..

*smacks*

Thats why dad says :- eat less at night and mum's perception is :- stop dozing off in front the television..

But again, if my dreams are these "interesting", why change? Who knows, someday i might be able to produce a movie based on Dreams or in some far-fetched reality, write a book like JK Rowlings..

*giggles*

Aww, enough of DAY dreaming, gal..

Get back to DreamLand... Opps i mean SnoozyLand..... Adiozzzz....

*zzzzzzzzzzz*

bLoGGinG :- a CriMe???

He :- Hey, I wanna ask you a something... What did you tell B-True?

She :- What??? I never said anything.. Why???

He :- Then how does he know that we met? He's telling me in detail. Ish you ah...

She:- Hello hello wait... I never said anything to anyone.. Why on earth will i go and tell him.. The only thing i did was to blog about it..

He :- (2-3 minutes of non stop accusations)

She :- Wei, please think and c... What do i get by telling him? i dont even talk to him... Wait, i'll ask him...

He :- No need to ask anything all.. Ish.. Just go and delete your blog la.. Bye..

She :- Fine.. Im sorry... Bye...

*Sends B-True a sms*

Excuse me, How do you know that i met fLaMe? Did i tell you anything? Coz ur brother says that i told you and as far as i know, i dont even talk to you.. So, how do you know what happened???

*Within 5 minutes, B-True Calls*

B-True :- Hello, what sms did you send me ah? You think i have no work ah??? Wanna talk about fLaMe and u for what? Lo Please la.. I have better things to do.. *bla bla bla* (rambles on for about 1 minute)

She :- Wait wait... I never accused you of anything. Im just wondering how u know.. I never told u anything and yet your brother's accusing me of telling you everything... That's why i'm asking. Dont shout.. Just tell...

(5- 6 minutes of arguing)

She :- Fine... I just wanted to know how u knew but since you're saying that you didn't say anything, ok than.. Thanks a lot.. Bye...

(ends the call)

Conclusion :-

Either fLaMe Or B-True is lying but the best part is, the victim of the day is none other than :- HER!!!... lol this is what i call buta dot com kes.. *sigh*

*Gemini Chatz*

What on the world just happened? Looks like blogging about what i feel is such a big mistake!!!

Nah, gal! It aint wrong. It's just that SOME PEOPLE cannot take face the fire when THEIR TRUE COLOR comes to light...

But, what if it has got to do with me? I'm suppose to bottle up whatever i feel just to safe their face??? That's absurd. This is my blog, after all...

Well, I know and you know that.. But, do others know???

You know, i dont even reveal identitities.. For heaven's sake, i use pseudonyms dammit.. What's so wrong with that????

Oi, are you that blur??? Havent you heard of the proverb " siapa makan lada, dia terasa pedas"??? Apply babez apply all thos BM lessons u took...

Well, im speechless... All i did was to blog what i felt and now, im the one to be blamed... Could life get any worse???

Well, babez.. Life aint fair... Just chill and follow the flow k.. All's well will end well...

Really? So you mean to say that time would mend all and everything would be back to normal???

Nah, i was just kidding... Life's a total b#tch... And no, nothing returns to normal.. You just have to make the best out of every situation you land... *laughs sarcastically*

*blog... blogging... blogged....*

-- Last Year's TRICK--

The Beginning :-

SmS at 11.50pm, 31st March 2008

Im sorry to bother you but i need a favour. Are you free tomorrow? I need to go to the JPA's office in Putrajaya. I'll reach Pudu Bus Stop in the morning. Can you pls pick me up and send me there?

Within seconds, he calls her....

But, she declines the call...

He calls her again...

She declines...

She replies with a sms:- 11.58pm-ish...31st March 2008...

I'll call you in 5 minutes and explain the details k...

The Climax :-

Call at 12.03am-ish,1st Aprl 2008

She :- Hey flame...So, how? ur free?

He :- Yeah, im free.. What time do you need to be there?

She :- About 8am.. Can ah?

He :- Can... But, i need to send my brother about 7.30am.. So, ill sent u first to Putrajaya.. Than, ill go back n sent my brother before coming and picking you up again... Is that ok?

She :- Sure, no problem.. But you're sure its not a problem for you? Coz i don't wanna trouble you la pa..

He :- No la.. No problem..

She :- Thank you so much.. And one more thing, lol.. HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!!! hahahaa.. i was just kidding.. i aint coming to KL all..

He :- Huh.. Wei.... aiyoooo...

*giggles*

So fast, a year has passed.. and once again, its 11.51pm,31st March 2009...

The only difference is, this time the joke is on her...

*smiles*

And, the best part is, he didnt need to wait for 1st of April to do so...

All he needed to do was to tell her the three letter phrase which she stupidly fell for...

So much for April Fools Day..

As of now, life as a whole had turned out to be a big joke for her....

*shrugs*

*Happy April Fools Day*

Ж-Ж CheRishEd JouRneY WitH fLaMe Ж-Ж

As she stood there, waiting anxiously, she just couldn’t believe what she has just done. Even more, what she was doing at the moment. Here she was, standing in a totally unknown place, waiting for that one person who she swore she would never ever meet in life. Talk about fate!!!

*sigh*

As the minutes crept by, her heart beat started increasing. It was too late to back out now and yet, she was in such a dilemma. How on earth did she get tangled into such a sticky situation? Come to think of it, it was her own big mouth n rash decision that had led to such a situation.

*slaps*

Get a grip and concentrate. It was almost an hour and yet, she was still waiting by the road. Where on earth was fLaMe? Why on earth didn’t he know the meaning of punctuality? Already standing in a totally alien place shocked the daylights out of her, but being alone was even more terrifying.

As she spoke on the phone to her best friend, freaking out and getting excited all at once, she saw a car pass by and stop in front of her. But being so engrossed in the call, she didn’t realize that the person actually came out of the car and stood right beside her.

Holy Sh#t!!! It was fLaMe!!!

*screamssssssssssss*

Hahaha.. It was actually the tiny voice in the brain that was screaming. He was here, by blood flesh, right in front of her.

She :- Hi. Can you park the car and we could just walk there?

He :- Get into the car la.

She :- Hmm.. Can I sit at the back?

He :- Just come n sit in front.

And there she went, sitting right next to him. However, the whole nervousness has seemed to vanish into the thin air. Despite not seeing each other for more than 2 years, it seemed so comfortable being beside him. That was the speciality of fLaMe. He always made her feel so comfortable and herself with him.

On the way to the “destination” , they did exchange a few words. Upon reaching there though, she whose sole intention was to visit his mum, backed out knowing that the entire household was there. I mean, how could she just walk in n face the whole family??? She had to be out of her mind to do so..

*giggles*

Well, cutting the long story short, after like about 20 minutes, they left the place. She thanked him and asked if he could drop her back. But he refused saying that he had something to do but he would come back at bout 10.45pm to see her.

She :- Huh, Why???

He :- Coz I wanna lepak with you la.

She :- Its ok la. You just send me back please.

He :- Ish, just listen to me. I’ll send you to KLCC. They wont close the place till 12 or 1 am. Ill come back by 10.45pm k.

She :- Oi, you want me to wait till 10.45pm alone ah? No need la. Just send me back please

But, somehow, about 25 minutes later, there she was, standing right in front of Kinokuniya in KLCC. As she found a corner to settle down and read a book, she thought of him and the effect he had on her. Somehow, without realizing, she smiled.

fLaMe, her fLaMe…How much she missed him although she just saw him like half an hour ago…

fLaMe.. The guy who belonged to her, or at least she thought belonged to her once upon a time and here they were now, behaving like two friends who had nothing but a sweet friendship all along. How weird and at the same time, how nice…

*sigh*

It was about 8.45pm when he called her.

He :- I’m in front of KLCC already. You come now.

She :- Aiks why so fast?

He :- I’ll send you to my cousin’s house. I don’t feel nice leaving you alone.

She :- Are your cousins with you in the car?

He :- Yeah I still have to go out with them but I’ll leave you in my cousin’s house first k. You can chill there

She :- NO NEED la… I don’t like to go to people’s house all. I rather sit here alone. Its ok you carry on. I’ll get a cab and go back

He :- Don’t talk nonsense. It’s not safe. Fine wait for me till 10.45pm than.

She :- Nevermind its ok. I’ll find my way back

And then they argued and argued…Both trying to convince the other. Finally, they came to an agreement. She would go n watch a movie and he would come and pick her up when it ended.

At 11.40pm :-

She :-Where are you? The movie ended already.

He :- I’m on my way. I’ll be there in 10 minutes.

She :- Hurry up la. I have never waited outside at this time. Scared la.

He :- Wait wait. I’ll be right there

At 12.05am :-

He came and gosh, how glad she felt. Finally, it was safe.. Hallelujahhhh!!!

She :- So, are you sending me back?

He :- Your friends are only coming back at 2am plus rite. I’ll send you back than

She :- So, where are you taking me now?

Thus, began the ride she would never forget in her life.

From one place to another, he drove n drove n drove. All along, she felt so comfortable n yet there were butterflies in her tummy. They talked, laughed, teased, argued and yet, it was all so euphoric.

He took her from one place to another. They stopped to grab a bite and it was so fun to watch him eat. Cute, in fact.

He showed her the place he used to hang out last time, the playground he use to sit n watch people and even the pub he use to chill in.

At some point, he held her hand. And holy shit, if that didn’t feel great but at the same time, she knew that if she didn’t stop it, she would end up falling even more for him than she already had and she didn’t want that to happen.

So, somehow, she managed to free her hand away only to find it once again, in his grasp. Well, since it felt so good and she knew this was only a once in a lifetime chance, she decided to just go along with it.

*chuckles*

However, good times always come to an end real fast, aite.. Same here. It was as if, those two memorable hours just flew by and it was time for him to leave her back.

As she left the car, she couldn’t help wishing that time had just frozen and she could spend the entire day, if not life with him. But again, wishes like that remained as wishes.

He made sure she reached back safe and sound, asking her to message him when he reached.

Seeing fLaMe so caring, only made her heart weep even more. Why would the guy she loved so much but who hurt her so badly seem to be such a lovable, caring sweetheart? Guess, only time can answer that. For now, it’s only those sweet memories that kept her going. If only she could control time….

*WheN ParT Of A DreaM ComEs TruE*

♠♠ The 2009 Calendar Quest ♠♠

“Mika, there’s a Johnny Depp calendar there. Wanna buy ah???

My response :- OBVIOUSLY!!!

Alas, the mere fact that I was not in Penang but in KL at that time and it was already 5pm which means = TRAFFIC and sooo, I have to get going, it meant a big evil “NO” to the calendar.

Thinking that I could still get it in Penang’s MPH, off I went, poor poor me *giggles* with high hopes only to see all those hopes dashed *sob sob* .

Guess, not only Johnny but even his calendars sells like hot cakes. It was out of stock. Despite trying to place an order with KL’s MPH, it was all in vain.

Would I give up?? Hellloo, we’re talking bout Johnny Depp here…

When it comes to Johnny, there’s no such thing as giving up.

Therefore, I set out to do my own calendar. What set out to be a simple calendar turned out to be quite wonderful at last. Even my brother, who at first scorned at the quality of my first attempt (gotta admit, it looked horrible) expressed his compliments when he saw this calendar.

After spending RM30 to refill my ink cartridge only to find out that refilled ink wouldn’t print out the image like I expected and than having to go on a search for any shops that would print color, I finally, FINALLY found one and forked out RM15 for it..

Finally, here I am, the proud owner of my darling Johnny’s home made calendar which cost me RM 45 ++ (the petrol, effort, etc) where else the one in MPH was only RM 36.90.. But the satisfying feeling- Now, that is priceless… lol…

Well, it’s a wonderful start to 2009… *winks*

Here’s a screen shot of my calendar from the month of January to December 2009..

*Aloha 2009*

♣♣ YEAR 2008 :- Short Messaging Services (SMS) Mania ♣♣

This time last year, I probably blogged the longest blog ever..

The REASON???

To put my past behind and start of a new year with hopes and dreams.. But did it work???

The answer is, not at all.. Not only was it not like what I expected, it was so bizarre that it was beyond what I had even dreamed off..

In a good way?? Lol, I wish…

2008 for me is by far the worst year in my life.. Nicknamed “Roller Coaster Year”, I have been at the top n bottom of life that many times until 2008 came along…

But once again, here I am at the waiting for the stroke of midnight, just a few hours before the clock strikes 12 and its New Year once again.

Have I changed?? Maybe…Being a 21 year old, requires a few things from me but on as whole, frankly I know that I,m still hanging on to the thin thread called PAST and refusing to move on..

Why im doing so?? Simply because my heart fails to agree with the brain..

*sigh*

Anyway, for this New Year, its only fair if I reminisce 2008 with the hope that 2009 will be a better year if not the best for me..

So, I’ve decided to read all the SMS (important ones that is) in year 2007 and choose the TOP 10..

Some are so memorable that I can even recall it without even looking at my hp..

*chuckles*

Here goes, from number 10 to 1…

NUMBER 10 :- SMS that kept me wondering wont people ever change…

This message made it to my LIES folder in my handphone and it is from fLaMe on 4/7/08 at 9.40pm..

lol. Hi childish baby don’t worry 4 life long u cannot open ur mouth cz u cant stand on ur own feet J u will stand on my feet while im holding u da. darling

NUMBER 9 :- Probably the best response for a trick I played on my cousin

Sent by Ruben on 20th December 2008 at 12.12pm…

Whateva… I mean ok I will love ya…

NUMBER 8 :- SMS that knocked the daylight out of me…

This comes from fLaMe again at 10.01pm on 4th July 2006 and it is another proud owner of the LIES label…

I eat edy, u darling? If you want this great person 2 feed u, np anytime ready if my athai give permission more better I can feed u n take care of u 4 life long da syg rather than just dream about you in sleep only. Give me reality. darling

NUMBER 7:- SMS that woke me up and yet made me laugh…

PCK sends me this 1.45am on 4th October 2008..

Oh phone is working… good..lol…

NUMBER 6 :- SMS that made me wanna slap the person…

The proud author of this message is Illusions and I received it at 9.44pm on 26th of December 2008.

Woi u take so serious I play play je I talk u take so serious

NUMBER 5 :- The most irritating message (the same message sent to me more than 10 times)

Again, this sms was sent by none other than Illusions for more than 10 times on different days at different times.

On 17th November 2008 at 12.01am

Wanna go clubbing?

On 13th December 2008 at 11.49pm

Wanna go clubbing?

NUMBER 4 :- SMS that I thought was true.. my bad.. Another sms for the LIES folder…

Illusions on 8th December 2008 at 1.27am.

Ok la mungkin I play play wit u kan im sorry hw…

Im sori wat happen last time k..

NUMBER 3 :- SMS or should I say SMSes that I have received from my best friend that despite it was funny or whatsoever, just showed that no matter what, she will always be there for me… This is just the tip of the iceberg... If I start listing all her sms’es, my entire blog wouldn’t be enough. J

At 3.10pm, 29th September 2008 :-

Sham wanna clarify something. Astro is very clear rite nw in my hse..Hw clear it is in ur hse? Any distortion? Lol..

At 2.41pm, 1st October 2008 :-

Shammmm u knw smthg ah? Ystdy my mum cuk mutton..2day she cuk ayam masam merah.so spicy n tasty lah. Den jz cme 2 my grandma hse. Here they cuk nasi briyani n ayam rending. Forcing me 2 eat lah. Anbu tholai lah. Hmm wat kirai u eat 2dy? Wakakaka… Ok ok I wana mkn.. Bye bye..

At 11.37pm, 28th December 2008 :-

Dey vidu vidu.. Dis bloody b*stards al no work 2 do.. Tats y messing up our life..Hmm 4 wat they did 2 sure they will kena teruk teruk in future…Dun worry la dey…

Number 2 :- SMS that made me realize some things and some people can never be changed

SMS by fLaMe at 9.28pm on 5th July 2008

k fine. They ask me y I don’t have gf or hate luv. I told them I don’t hate luv or gf. I already have someone special in my heart n its u.

NUMBER 1 :- The SMS that I can probably never forget in life..

The winner of the number 1 spot is none other than fLaMe for the message sent on 16th December 2008 at 12.56pm

I m sorry pa. its true I don’t send it cz so long edy I join internet. Me also will always think abt u. 4 months 22 days huh. Its better if you forget this fickle minded person. But ur wrong. I never thought would like this bramachari life than anything. Lol.. I’m have hurt you so much. I m just decide to avoid cz wanted u 2 b happy. In previous its wasnt lie hope so u understand. I know what ru doing just doesn’t want to disturb ur peaceful n happy life again.

And the reason this sms won the 1st place is because of the just one word :- BRAMACHARI… loooooool…

Well it will year 2009 in exactly 12 hours and I guess a New Year calls for new dreams, hopes and resolutions. Well, all I can hope for this new year is that hopefully I wont cry as much as I did this year (2008) and if possible, I would like to experience more HAPPINESS.. With that, its adios to 2008, the roller coaster year in my life…

*Goodbye 2008, Hello 2009*