Unforgettable Phrases of the Week….

"What else can you do other than that...So 1 2 3 BLABBER"

Reply :- Loooooooooool.... *refuses to blabber anymore*

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"U know what, once is ok...More than that, its boring"

Reply :- *shrugs* wont tell that to ya next time....

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"What are you gonna do when i leave???"

Reply :- Hmm… Will think bout that with a box of tissue and a bar of chocolate when time comes…

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"I have an emotional problem and it feels nice to talk to you"

Reply :- Huggies.... Do come to me when u need to talk k...

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"Why are we always critizing and commenting about things.. We’re so mean la…"

Reply :- Coz we're two girls stuck in a cranky world that doesnt seem to go our way....

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"Promise me you wont answer his calls anymore"

Reply :- Ok i promise *fingers crossed behind*

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“Dei, what am I to think of ??? Suddenly, after so many years, she msges me and then my aunty dies”

Reply :- *rolfmao* That’s it, im officially dying out of laughter..

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“My heart is beating so fast…I threw up the moment you said you’re giving up on me”

Reply :- *sigh* Why do people think I’m so gullible???

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“Damm, we eat so much la”….“Yeah we eat like a pig but you know what, pigs eat lesser than us”

Reply :- This is what happens when you go out for late nite yamcha’s back to back….

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Note to myself :- “It’s dream, dream and nothing but a dream”

Reply :- But why does it feel so real then???

*etched on mind*

*The Unexpected *

Thursdays are always the “so-so” days.. it’s not the weekend but it’s gonna be the weekend so people tend to doodle and laze around, hoping it will past real soon, right?? Well, at least that’s how she feels…Lol.. Poor Thursdays.. But THIS Thursday, this one specific Thursday that is 22^nd of August, is one Thursday, she’ll never forget…. A Thursday that brought yet another vicissitude in her life… The day she met her HERO…

Well, it was all like a dream.. It still is…. She remembered kissing facebook for that.. *giggles* Anyway, so this Hero… Well, she wont say he was her knight in shining armor. But he was more like a masked Zorro that danced his way into her heart…. *winks*

Anyway, what started with a simple “Hello” went on to a conversation that lasted for almost 7 hours plus… Such was the effect he had on her… Well, seeing that he was a Hero, oh yeah he was, kinda well known one too, she never thought he would even talk to her.. OK I mean the basic, “hi.. how are ya… thanks for being my fan” was sufficient enough but this, this was something so surreal…

She never knew a tv star could be so down to earth, let alone have such an aura of amicability…That alone blew her away and he being a total Hottie just added to it.. *blushes* ..That said, talking to him was so easy… It’s like despite knowing this person from the screen and chatting with him for the first time, she felt so at ease.. The one thing that struck her the most was he’s modesty and desire to learn and improve himself even more…. And best of all, he appreciated, and I mean really really appreciated her comments which made her admire him even more..

So that was the start of a relationship she never knew would come her way.. After all, she’s such a “professional” when it comes to relationships.. *giggles*… Well, I remember her being in a total euphoric mood the entire day.. She didn’t even sleep properly and the first thing she did was like msg her best friend and gave a total 411 about him… It was like going on non-stop bout him.. “He’s so hot… He’s so friendly.. Ahhhh He’s just so so so…” Yeah, you get the point….

As days passed, they did talk occasionally and somehow I dunno, things began getting a lil more warmer and fuzzier.. They started talking more often.. The Hero and her I mean… Somehow, somewhere, something just CLICKED!!!

It was more of friendship that took place, at least that what she thinks… They started talking and sharing their views, thoughts, experiences and even feelings.. I know!! It’s stupidity to trust someone so blindly, let alone a tv star who's first rule bout stardom is to be nice to people but that’s the thing.. He made her feel so comfortable and somehow, despite her initial reservations bout trusting somehow, she found herself trusting and liking him even more than a fan should..*spanks spanks*

Minutes of chat became hours, and the best part was, she didn’t even feel the time passing.. He took over her nights and made it soooo exciting.. *blushes*.. Well, come back to earth.. It wasn’t anything of that sort.. It was just plain chatting and talking yet it felt so good…

So much so, she started telling him things she never told anyone… By this time, she should have known, she was getting into something she could never save herself from…*poor gal*….Nevertheless, did she stop? Nah.. it was too good to stop…

It wasn’t all laugh and fun though.. They argued and fought and even cried (she did). So much so, there were days where they fought incessantly, like back to back.. But the nice part was, despite all that, they would still come back to one another.. *touchwood*…

So much of changes, most of them unexpected but still, it all feels so good and yet, still feels like a dream…. *pinches* ouch.. ok not a dream….. but hey, it does feel like she’s in utopia…

So, what created all this whole change??? This whole new thoughts, feelings and emotions??? Well, undoubtedly, it was him, her hot hot hero… But the question is, what about him that made her love him this much???

Hmm… where does she even began… The characteristics?? Personality??? Sense of humor??? Caring?? Ahhh, the list just goes on and on….

Let’s start with the description.. He’s HOT!! And I mean freakin hot… An unprecedented look for a tv star but nevertheless, still hot hot hot… Terrific dressing sense that’s sure to make any girl go weak in her knees, so she’s not an exception now, is she… :P

But that alone is good enough for a primacy effect… It’s the attitude that completes the package…His charm, the way he cares, the way he makes he so mad and then the next minute, he makes her smile and giggle…Best of all, he puts up with her attitude, her puerile, random crap, and though some of it's maybe coz he's too polite to tell her to shut up, but to a certain extent, it does show he's sweet....What can she say??? It’s so rare to find someone like this and I guess, she’s just plain lucky, extremely lucky that is….

To talk bout all he has done, one day wouldn’t be sufficient but I guess, she should stop.. Coz at the end of the day, it’s a dream.. A dream that though she doesn’t want but she knows will always remain as a dream... Even so, that’s just not gonna stop her from dreaming now, is it? *winks*

So till then, let the poor gal dwell in her dream world with the hero of her dreams ok… chiowz….

*DooDLinG In DreaMLanD*

Bye Bye Baby....

No words can describe how i feel towards ya and i think you know that as well.. It's been almost 5 years since we've been together and no one can deny how much u have been there for me...

People say that a true friend is one that remains by your side when you're down and you've always been there for me whenever i needed u... It breaks my heart to let you go but we both know why i had to do this..

I admit, i'm a traitor.. I choose that baby over you but i have no choice, darling... I love both of you but i guess i love that baby just, just just an iota more than you and owing to that reason n that reason alone, you're now lying in the black garbage can outside...

Trust me, hun.. If there was any other way that i could have avoided this, i would have done that.. You know how much i love you na... But, i guess this is the end of the road for us... I miss you already and i don't know how i'm gonna live without u...But, nothing can be done now.. You're gone and i can just hope i'll be able to live without you...

Nevertheless, i still love you and will always love you... I can't thank you enough for what you've done for me especially during that couple of years but....*sigh*.. i'm so so sorry baby... If only...

Muaks Muaks Muaks My Darling Caffeine......

Love,

I, Me and Myself.....

--- DreAmIng in ReaLiTy ---

It feels so good... So complete and best of all, so real.... But, and this is a big but, its NOT!!! It's dream, a dream that would come to an end anytime soon..

Then why does it feel so real???

Coz it's a freaking good dream ya....

Hence, she fell in love.... in love with a dream.. a dream that was never hers in the first place and yet, it made her feel on top of the world...

Obsessed? Addicted?

I dunno.... Ask her, ya'll.... But, i dont think she's in the right mind to tell you though.. She's too wrapped up in her dream bubble...

*earth earth to ya gal* wakey wakey...

A dream that came out of no where, swept her off her feet, made her feel so so happy, so loved and just so so.... *smiles* u get the point.... But still, a dream....

Well, let her savor it then... At least, till it lasts...

Nah, that's not rite.. It's gonna burst any time and then, the only thing we'll have is she bursting into tears.. And you know how good she is in doing that....

Oh yeahhhhhhh....... Well, can't help it.. She's too addicted.. She refuses to wake up and realize its a DREAM!!!! What am i to do?

Well, smack her on the head... spank her.. slap her.. do something!!!! I don't want her to repeat history again!!!! You know how bad it was last time now, dont you...

But but what can i do.. that damm gal's addicted to the core..

*sigh*

Well, all i can hope is, this time at least,she should know its a dream and only savor n enjoy it till it lasts.. When its time to let go, she should, i mean she really really should LET GO..

You think that's gonna happen??? *wonders*

NAHHH!!! Knowing her, its best we get lots n lots of tissue coz she's gonna need it, and i mean really need it....

*LiVinG In DreamLaNd*

*VoiCeS*

"It's never wise to be possessive... You know the consequences later"

"What's bothering you? Tell me before it's too late"

"Why are you comparing yourself with others"

"Please have a checklist and be more mindful"

"Speak slower"

"Do something more effective than sitting in front your pc"

"Don't repeat your mistakes"

"Mika, please forget and move on.. i don't wanna hear anymore"

"You should control your temper"

"Stop thinking too much"

"STUDY!!!"

"Don't advice me anymore"

"Talk to me. I like disturbing you"

"Just don't answer his calls"

and the best of all,

"You be who you are and let me be who i am.. Possessiveness kills"

So many voices, so many orders.. How can a poor soul with a dented brain perceive all this, let alone follow them??? *sigh*

*space out*