Wednesday, November 21, 2007

*-- 0331 %& UiUC --*

How Is US? Hows the FOOD? Whats the time? Can you suit yourself?

This are the string of questions i get whenever I meet a relative or friend of mine, regardless online or on telephone... the moment they hear my reply, out comes a string of advice..

"Oh, you can't be like that. You should go out. Go see the world..lalalala (thier words never embed in the thick skull of mine).. Y this advice? Simply because of the fact that I DONT GO OUT!!! YESSS!!! I am not kidding...I have yet to go out other than my room and my classes. Every time class ends, I am like the first person to rush bank to my room. Now..now.. pls dont start bulding dream castles.. my room aint any buckhingham palace neither is it a hut..its a cosy lillte room with two of my MOST favourite darlings - Mr.Bed and Mr.PC... I date them everyday. Trust me, they are the BEST dates anyone can ask for, simply because I can date them together.. The moment I step into room 0331-its my OWN world.. my space.. I have grown to like this solitary life..now plsss dont get me worng..i do have friends.. but unlike in shah alam, I prefer to be alone..I like the loneliness..haha..its not like I study..lol..how i wish i did :P * chuckles* its just that I enjoy being wrapped in my blanket, on my bed, meddling with my pc... just like my mum says, her daughter never ever leaves the bed...well, that doesnt make we a bill gates wannabe..hehe..nah me and computer are like north and south..i never knew much bout comp at least the educational part..

but the entertainment usage..wakaka... its like in my finger tips.. hahaha…not only do I watch the latest tamil movies(something that im suprisingly getting addicted to), I found out how to watch Englist tv shows too… Heroes, Ugly Betty, Movies everything while dating Mr Bed :PPP

ya ya ya,, i know..im here to study n not play a fool.. sadly i dont seem to grasp this fact in my mind...I go back all so hyped bout starting my work but as soon as i open the door n step my foot in 0331, I am wrapped in a special blanket called LAZYNESS,,hehe.. this blanket is like a magnet, dragging me to the pc n bed.. just to eat n sleep...lol... at times i freak out myself.. the entire weekend i go sleepless with only 8 hours of sleep..which I take in breaks.. n then on weekdays i just knock out 13-15 hrs flat... well its not abnormal for me seing the fact that im an insomniac..but gosh, isnt this a lil too much? lol.. my entire system seems to be in jeopardy... n yet, despite truly truly understanding the consequences, i still cant change? Y? I wonder... my intake of caffeine has taken a toll.. im draining 1 - 2 bottles of coke n double shot coffee.. scary?? VERYYY....haha.. its not like i stay awake n study... hehe... even i dunno what im doing... the more i think of it, the more it freaks me out.. but guess I found out the reason . IM ALONE! yes, I am usually alone in my room coz my roomie’s usually out with her friends or back home but hey, no regrets.. I love having the room all for myself :P

* evil laughter* hehehe... but somehow, there is a pang of loneliness.. even though mum wakes me up in the morn, its not the same like how it was in penang when she was there physically.. or like in shah alam when i had darling huey shann n lynda waking me up.... despite talking to my family every nite, its nothing like being there with them... or the nite talks i had with lyn..lol.. gosh this is what we call good time passes realll fast... well, people here laugh at me for being a chat addict..well i cant help it... bring the typical forever loquacious teen, i cant stop talking..if its not the hp (my usual friday nite talks),hahahaha... then it is the internet.. ive grown addicted to it..ya ya.. from chocoholic to caffeinholic not its ircholic. .lol..cant help myself..i get 'attached' very fast.. :P hehe... even though mummy emails me everyday, i still miss that 5 times a day phone call... nothing beats being luved.. haha.. like i dunno.. the thought of not being hugged n kissed for three months, that SUCKS big time ya.. n what with diwali just around the corner, the thought of being all alone for diwali for the first time in my life trulyyy hurts.. well at least i have new clothes n goodies from malaysia.. NEW YEAR resolution - to kick off my lazy attitude n be a lil more hardworking...

haha.. enough of oversleeping n missing classes... n piling up hw... this is soo not happening... the underlying fact = Im the MOST IRRESPONSIBLE gal on earth..

without my family keeping me at toes, from a lazy gal im emulated to be a lazy cow..wakakaka... now its time for me to gety back to my date.. Mr.Bed doesnt like to be kept wating.. :P.. adiozzz.....

*DatinG In DreAmLaNd*

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Lies + Friendship = NEVER

Dedicated to LordRapturez

CrazyLord :- Where is your cam?

Me :- Why should I show you? I never asked for your cam.

CrazyLord :- Simply.

Me :- Your friends all beside you rite. You guys got no other work ah? Simply wanna see others and comment?

CrazyLord :- NO la.. I am alone here. My friends are in another cc.

However, the truth is CrazyLord together with his friends “The So-Called Heroes” – Flame, Illusions and DeadGrave were all sitting together.

So imagine, what if I had actually believed and succumbed to CrazyLord ( the one who claimed to be my friend) and showed him the cam? I would have been their JOKE of the DAY

Is this what you call friends?

People who actually make make fun of others?

So why LIE?

What is so difficult to be a TRUTHFUL in friendship?

Why make use of friendship for personal gain?

Has friendship become that cheap?

Or are people like CrazyLord SCUMS???

Friendship to me is a bond of camaraderie which you share with someone and as far as I am concern, there are no lies in this special bond.

So, the query here is – is CrazyLord a friend or foe?

My Verdict CrazyLord doesn’t deserve my friendship. So long for people like him who misuse friendships.

*May all Liars Rot In HeLL*

Monday, November 19, 2007

-- WheN BoY MeeTs GiRL--

Guy :- Im sorry but I think things between us are not looking so bright. I guess we should call it quits.

Girl :- So you’re breaking up with me? *gasp*

Guy :- Well, I like you a lot but I just don’t feel that initial spark again

*n they go their separate ways*

But, what happens if the Guy comes back to the Girl and asks her the questions below?

Hahaha… if I am the girl, this would have been my answers :P

P/S = Specially dedicated to fLaMe

Guy :- Why did I let you go? Me :- Coz a donkey like you will never know the fragrance of a flower like me :P Guy :- Can I win you back?

Me :- Aww I think we should remain in reality instead of dreaming too much now, don’t you? *giggles* Anyway I aint god to give u wonderful chances again….

Guy :- I still love you. Me :- Is that even a suprise? I mean who doesnt love angels? *grins* Guy :- When did we last talk? Me :- Now tell me why would I wanna remember peripheral issues like that? Guy :- Can you go out with me? Me :- *sigh* How many times do I tell you to remain in reality and not go off dreaming so much…

Guy :- Hey, can i give you/ask for a ride? Me :- Opps my car doesn’t take scums like ya.. betta luck next time :P Guy :- Were you able to move on when I have not? Me :- Be rite back - my bf's on the phone and yeah, do you know any place suitable for lunch for two? Guy :- I regret losing you. Me :- ur loss, my gain... :PPP Guy :- I cannot keep my promise to you. Me :- promise? when i dont even remember u, how am i to remember ur promise?

Guy :- My parents do not like you. Me :- i never liked them in the first place too.. hahahaha

Guy :- My friends says we don't look good together. Me :- obviously i always knew i was too good for u... hehehe Guy :- You have changed. Me :- u bet i have.. n definitely for the better else i would have smacked u long ago...

*Sweet Sweet Revenge*

Sunday, November 18, 2007

MY MISSING PLAYLIST!!!!
ahhhhhh My playlist has vanished.... yeah u heard it right - VANISHED!!! i have no clue what happened or which playlist theif stole it but its GONE... *sob sob* Gosh i duno if its blogspot's prob or imeem (the playlist provider)'s prob but the ramification is - my blog's lost its melodious, energetic, soothing, full of vibez music.. heheheh.. dont mind the over exaggeration but still, its gone... sayanora my darling playlist... i shall always remember you... P.S - im too lazy to come up with another playlist.. hehe.. hate that registering process... kekekke
* la la la - rhytm of my heart*

#HiDDeN WebTalk, CrOuChiNg AseanTalk#

Once upon a time, in a faraway land, there was a town called WebTalk where people from all over the country gathered there to talk. As time passed, the mayor of the country elected his own sheriffs to run the city. When a couple of hand picked people came to power, what else could happen if not for politics.

While every second ticked, the chosen sheriffs’ began to show their true color by kicking and sending people they don’t like away from the town while bringing in friends of their own. People were sent away fro various peripheral reasons like talking non stop or even for standing up for their own rights.

Soon there came a day, when a girl felt disgusted with everything that was occurring. Why such a hypocrite town? People hated each other but pretended to put on a show. There was an incident when one of the sheriffs, Psycho started bitching bout a fellow friend but when asked, he totally denied it. Incidents like this were just the tip of the iceberg. She got so pissed that she walked out of it, but wowing to keep an eye on the happenings .

The one arising issue in that town was almost 90% of the male population there were flirts resulting in various hearts being tossed around and played with. Despite all that, there came a time when the UNEXPECTED occurred. A group of the senior sheriffs ended up in loggerhead with the Mayor himself.

It all started when the Mayor, being as unfair as he always is, decided to bring in 2 of his own friends and added them as the leader of all sheriffs. This created a rift among the other sheriffs. “How could two newbies just come n suddenly expect all of us to listen to them?” – this was the question that ran in their heads.

With such discomfort and cold air among the sheriffs, one small misunderstanding was good enough to trigger a huge war. The old sheriffs – Flame, Illusions and DeadGrave formed a pact also known as “The Three So-Called Heroes” against the Mayor and his two men. They walked out of the town, forming their new town.

Well a town needs people rite. So, these new allies started the inevitable – inviting people from various places especially WebTalk town over to their place, AseanTalk. Inviting wasn’t the only thing that was prominent, flooding, dissing and bad-mouthing WebTalk topped the List-Of-To-Do things in the new town.

Soon, the mayor and his two men got pissed. After all, it is their town and they would have to protect it. Thus was the start of the war between WebTalk and AseanTalk. WebTalk sheriffs began to get paranoid, kicking people who they had the slightest doubts to be flooders/inviters or spy’s for AseanTalk. This worked for the benefit of AseanTalk as more people started joining there.

Old sheriffs like Gamer, LordCrazy and CrabGal joined forces with the “The Three So-Called Heroes”. However, AseanTalk – instead of becoming a new town, it became a place for all the WebTalk Rejects to gather and gossip bout their former town.

What good will it do I wonder. As the clock ticked, the people in AseanTalk united all under one reason, to be better than WebTalk. But hold your horses and ponder on the question –

What good does it do to gather and unite just to overthrow another town?

How sure are they that the same incident will never occur in AseanTalk itself?

Can they guarantee that another power-politic fight will not occur here?

Who is to be blamed over this whole incident?

Lets see how well can the new town flourish while the old town fades or will it be vice versa…. Well only time can answer. Till than, lets just sit and watch the whole drama… *winks*

*The Never Ending Drama*

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Beat Of My HeaRt

Its like so freaking weird.. I have developed a sudden craze over this two songs that I cannot stop singing to it… Lol poor laptop of mine that has to like play these songs over and over again everyday…. Hahaha

*drum rolls*

Dhoom Machale – Dhoom 2

Dhoom again u wanna be wid me on a roller coaster ride Dhoom again see the wildest dreams goin to come alive Dhoom again we gona break da rules and party all the time Dhoom again we goona steal the show you So steal of the that u can The magic you begin Lets shouts bring out Come all world togather lets herein DHOOM MACHALE !!! Once more comme on you op Dhoom Machale ,Dhoom Machale Dhoom Machale ,Dhoom Machale Dhoom Machale Dhooommmmmmmmmmmm Dhoom Machale ,Dhoom Machale Dhoom Machale ,Dhoom Machale Dhoom Machale ,Dhoom Dhooommmmmmmmmm Dhoom again feel beat of the rythm Rythm of the nite Dhoom again knew the boys commin reachs of the nite Dhoom again to the shadows dancing in da pale moonlight Dhoom again and feel ur heartbeat pumping now da time is right so go walk out da door get down get on da floor let's shout break out comeon once again let's hear it Dhoom Machale ,Dhoom Machale Dhoom Machale ,Dhoom Machale Dhoom Machale ,Dhoom Dhooommmmmmmmmm 2 Once again Repeat Comeon Everybody Shout And when love comes ur way u'll know its here to stay you'll steal da chance 'cose you're the thief of hearts yeah you'll win with a galance walk away with your romance there's no more ther's no backing out now Dhoom again and make the whole world crazy set your spirit free Dhoom again and take a break right now Come celeberate with me Dhoom again 'cos all wanna do is steal the showsomehow Dhoom again 'cos all i wanna say Is hey the time is now let nothing get you down Go out and paint da town let,s shout break out Come on once again lets hear it Dhoom Machale ,Dhoom Machale Dhoom Machale ,Dhoom Machale Dhoom Machale ,Dhoom Dhooommmmmmmmmm Dhoom Machale ,Dhoom Machale

The next one is

*drim rolls*

Ondra Renda Aasaigal – Kaaka Kaaka

ondra renda aasaigaL yeLLaam sollavae oru naaL poadhumaa ondra renda aasaigaL yeLLaam sollavae oru naaL poadhumaa anbae...iravai kaetkalaam...vidiyal thaandiyum...iravai neeLumaa yeN kanavil...naan kanda...naaLidhudhaan...kaLaaba kaadhalaa paarvaigaLaal...palakadhaigaL paesidalaam...kaLaaba kaadhalaa (ondra renda) peNgaLai nimindhum paarthida-uN iniya gaNiyam pidikudhae kaNgaLai naera paathdhun-nee paesum thoaraNai pidikudhae dhooraththil nee vandhaalae yeN manasil...mazhaiyadikkum mighapidiththa...paadalundrai udhadugaLum...muNumuNukkum... mandhagaasam sindhum undhan mugham maraNam varaiyil yeN nenjil thangum undhan kaNgaLil yenadhu kanavinai kaaNapoagirean... (ondra renda) sandhiyaa kaala maegangaL - poN vaanil oorvalam poagudhae paarkaiyil yaenoa nenjilae - uN nadayin sayalae thoaNudhae nadhigaLilae...neeraadum...sooriyanai...naan kandean vaervaigaLin thuLivazhiya nee varuvaay...yena nindrean uNNaal yeN nenjil aaNin maNam naanum sondham yendra yeNNam tharum maghizhchchi meerudhae...vaanaththai thaaNdudhae saaga thoaNudhae anbae...iravai kaetkalaam...vidiyal thaandiyum...iravai neeLumaa yeN kanavil...naan kanda...naaLidhudhaan...kaLaaba kaadhalaa paarvaigaLaal...palakadhaigaL paesidalaam...kaLaaba kaadhalaa

lol Thankfully my roomie’s not hear else her ears would be bleeding.. hehhe.. but still these two songs are like da bomb….la la la… (singing)… lol

*Tiddly Doodle Dee*

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

||-- fLiRtS - MaLigNaNt Or BeNiGn??? --||

Flirting is seen as a 'must' these days. When a guy meets a gal or vice versa, sweet coying words are exchanged and it just goes on... Well, if both parties are aware that there is no serious attraction but mere flirting, than its perfectly fine.. After all, who ever says we cannot have fun? But, what if one party actually falls for this so called harmless flirting? And tends to have hopes? then he/she is sure in for a major heartbreak.... For an instance, what bout this convo :-

A few days after getting to know each other :- Guy :- how can come dating ahh Girl :- i dont date attacehd guys Guy :- ermm ler y ler...can ahh??? Girl :- lol.. i dont meet people i just got to know... Guy :- we meet ler n know each other Girl :- lol nahhhh Guy :- boleh kan... i meet u ....u come kl Girl :- nah sorry...i dont meet strangers ya.... Day 2 :-

Guy :- wer r u now.... i miss u Girl :- i came for a holiday... Guy:- ler.. tak i come lepak wit u ter.... kekekekekekekeke....kesian alone Girl :- looooool... no thanks..i came with my frens... Guy :- ur friend who Girl :- my fren la Guy:- gal or boy Girl :-looooooooooooooooooool... y y? Guy:- tell ler Girl :- lol girl la.... Guy :-erm bored... i cari u tak dapat...wat ur contack number? Girl :- lol no num all.... Is this playfully getting to know each other or harmful flirting????

And what about this scenario…

A guy who knows a girl for a few months comes up to her and sends this letter oblivious to the fact that she knows he is already attached to another gal?

hai GAL, how r u. well its me as u know i am. i am typin this letter just to say the feelings i am having wit u . well as u know , i am just a normal living human thtas has notin much to say bout my past cause i think u know almost know all bout it. well i been so afraid to say this too u cause i know that i am not in the level to say this to u. but i f to cause its killing everday n makes me so weak in mind . maybe i dont f the cash or even i am not good looking like ur future heroes but i toook this courage to say that i like you. wheather its wrong or rite i dont know, even if u reject me i know its not ur fault cause i am just noting if compared to ur friends ur lifestyle. i am just a moron that dont even reached singapore in my life... i dont money in my pocket, no looks no good education. the onlu thing i f is my damm life n lies around me. i wanna be true this time n really wan a true relationship. i promise i can make u happy i will work hard to do that ma... just ned ur trust in me n just a chance for this moron.... u can ask y me? well y u cause as ever i been in this irc i just found ur the only girl beem true n been so nice to me.... n ur past really makes me feel sp stupid well even the guys who play around get a chance y dont me ? i just wanted a true heart that can care n love me forever..... pls ned ur love... thanks GUY, wit all the hope n love...

So the question here is,

- y do these guys do such things?

- if they already have a gf/fiancee/wife, y do they resort to two timing?

- dont they ever stop to think of the consequences? what if the GAL actually accepts his proposal? what is the fate that awaits her?

- what are the solutions for ppl like this GUY or GAL in this situation???

*Wondering SouL PoNderS*

Friday, November 09, 2007

DazzLinG DiwaLi Day

4.06pm…

One step after the other…

Oh please please let it be here… The waiting is killing me..

Well, a silhouette is noticeable but COULD that be it???

*wonders* and turns the knob…

TaDa!!! Yippieeeeeeeeeeeeeee it is finally here… la la la… the one true joy after days of waiting in agony…

My DIWALI parcel from Malaysia has arrived!!!!!!!

I raced up the room n ripped open the box where in the process, I broke one of my nails.. *sob sob*

But hey, who cares.. its my diwali parcel… wowieeeeeee… filled with muruku, candies and tarts, my mum had send me new clothes and cards too… talk bout heaps of joy this was exactly what it meant….

First thing to do – read the cards… the one card that made me cry was my brothers…

My Brother, parents and family's cards and letter....

*Huggiesss Arrwin*

He wrote a poem that went like this :-

Mimika, you eat cookies hot from the oven,

I fight with you for eating the cookies from the oven,

The time has come for me to tell you the hidden,

To thank god for what he has given,

A sister like you made in heaven,

This poem expresses my love for you sister,

And I think my love is proven….

Dang… Leave it to Arrwin to actually make me cry with words like this… The best gift for Diwali would be this… The heart felt poem that made me feel sooo special…

My new top, yum yum diwali goodies and warm words… Heaven baby heaven… The only thing missing is the presence of my loved ones… Thanks to yahoo messenger, it kinda helps to see and talk to them on the day… but whatever it is, im loveddddddd… yippieeeeeeee

* HappY DiwaLi DarLinGs*

#MissInG In ActiOn# Spending time with family... Lazy... Watching tv... Lazy.... Chilling with Friends... Lazy.... Loitering at home... Lazy.... Doing nothing... Lazy Hahaha.. well guess the point is kinda clear... Going back home for summer break after almost a year was like going to heaven.... So, who blogs in heaven rite? *giggles* Well, actually it was just plain Laziness.... Unlike what Khirul said, Penang had soooo many things to do that i got so embroiled in it, i had "no time" to blog.. haha.. Anyway, I am back to my darling blog and confessions are about to role again.... So, its once again, the confessions of a chocafeinoholic ..... :) *Back With A BanG*