ReCorD SetteRs DreAMs...

Record :- Im OnLiNe OnLY For less ThaN 2 hrs... YiPPie..... Such Was My quit message in IRC yesterday.... truly it was one hell of a proud achievement for a self confessed irc addict... kekeke.....

but *sigh* bored bored bored... so at 1.04pm.... i logged on again.... expecting my usual favourite channel to be empty and with trivia trivia trivia on my mind, what a suprise it was..to actually see a few familiar faces around... haha.... n then the chatting started.. my my... it was sooo fun... from dead to a boisterous scenario....truly it has been ages since i first entered irc a year plus back to see people chatting on the main... so random....so spotaneous..and yet so much of fun..... all those teasings n laughter...damm i sure missed it lots...haha..

Have u ever ended up chatting with a faceless figure....someone who u oni regard using the nick displayed....someone u know nothing off....and yet feel so comfortable....

yeah thats how i felt talking to my new found fren jar^jarrr..... n together we created a record... yah bebeh.... 6 hours 6 minutes of continuous chatting on the MAIN channel... yeahhh its a RECORD... well of coz credit also goes to Sai n Riya (the new found couple) ... lol one hell of a fun teasing those two..... followed by a short cameo entrance by a weird Convo Stopper - Noone_Cares.... n topping of the list was Rocky... which once again was a total blast teasing him.... lol mean mean me... teasing everyone... together with jar^jarrr, lol we kinda pulled everyone's leg... th icing of the whole record setting convo :- SkyBoy logging on in such a euphoric aura n relating his new found love story...good for him :)

aconversation ill never forget.... laughing till my tummy hurt n yet still going with it..where else can u find good sports like those darlings who take all the teasing and lives up the convo??? strangers becoming frens.....

the best part of the day :- i get to register my own name... haha yeah ShAmInI as my latest nick... N..... it is the 666th nick i have changed since i entered irc... lol..... My two favourite nicks.... 1st ever nick :- ClOuD_9_GaL 666th nick :- ShAmInI hehehe guess nicks are valuable assets for irc flockers... what more an irc addict..... now who ever said IRC was a total waste of time??? *winks winks*

* RecoRds Of An IRC AddiCt*

||-- DisCo DAnia??? Work??? Mardi Gras??? --||

1.48am....

*opens the door and gets onto the bed*

Im sooo FREAKING TIRED....

Finaallyyy FinaLLy back iN MY room....

haha...

Back From???

WORK - yeah i ended up going to work...lol.... bye bye Disco Dhania...

Suprisingly, i dont feel that upset as i thought i would be.... haha.. nah nah im not covering up or whatever... i do feel a tiny pang of regret but coming to think of it, i did have a fair share of fun...

haha..yes i did... it was MARDI GRAS.... some festival i dont have a clueee about.. but every residence hall celebrated it....

here i am..walking back from walk, entering the residence hall..and wowww trulyy it was one remarkable sight...there were ballons n stringers avery where... people were flocking the main desk...

in one corner, there was a dance kinda thingy going on.... u had to dance to win the Mardi Gras Beads...on the other corner, they were making masks... to see everyone happily celebrating it, kinda lifted up the dampen spirit that was hauting the whole day...

hehe... rushing back to my room n changing to a better outfit (who would wana go to a party in that blue tee..), i went to the mask section... i have alwayss loved that mask... that type of masquerade...made me feel all so enigmatic and alluring... hehehe...

art was NEVER my strong subject.. haha..to c everyone decorating their white mask felt kinda intimidating..here i am standing...a total noob in this whole decorate ur mask thing... neway no harm in trying...

off i started decorating my mask....

*after a painstaking 90 minutes*

Close ur eyes and hold your breath... for what ur gona c is not a sight to miss... its a once in a life thing..so savour each n every moment.... - lol dramatic nya... :P

*SURPRISE*

My First Mask..... hehe..preety aite? well at least for a total beginner, it did look cute.... :P it's even cuter on the owner... *grins*

Mask Num 2 :- this was a totally unexpected mask..while waiting for the Mask Num 1 to dry, decided to paint another....

The Purple beads :- "A Must Wear" in Mardi Gras, it was something i kinda won coz i painted my masks...

lol.. it was really really fun doing something i neverr ever did before in my life...turning a white masquerade to my own one.... though i do feel bumped not being able to go for the disco dhania, it wasnt that bad.... in fact, it was FUN.. yesss, FUN!!! hehe..

the best part of it :- i already have Arrwin wanting one of it..guess the 2nd one goes to him since the first has the word PRINCESS on it :P

Mardi Gras... ohh Mardi Gras...i dont know what u r....y ur even celebrated..but u brightened up my day..... rofl....

*eXpect ThE UnexPecTeD*

*CoNfuSiOn*

work disco dhania work disco dhania workkkk -??? then disco dhania- ???

argh... y oh y does the Most Awaited Party of the year has to be on my working day??? its saturday nite...time to let ur hair down n Partyyy... i aint a party animal but its DISCO DHANIA..only ONCE in a year... argh... WHY does it have to be on saturday?? :( yeah i know work is my responsibility and this n that.... but waittt... isnt it my responsibility towards MYSELF to make sure im HAPPY??? n how would i ever be happy knowing the biggest ever dance party is going on while im stuck working??? wouldnt that be like the worst HARM i can do to my happiness??? gosh... i soooo WANNA go... :(

*WORK* - 7.45pm to 1.15am - responsibility to go - seing the same old faces - work work work.... - plain fashionless uniform - date with the bowls and plates - BORING BORING BORING!!! *DISCO DHANIA* - 8pm to 12am - responsibility towards MYSELF - more than 50o hunks :P - raas, garba, dance n bhangra - get to dress to kill... - date with hot hunks... oo la la :P - FUN FUN FUN!!! tell me..isnt it OBVIOUS that i should go??? what have i done to miss out on the most awaited event of the year??? :((( well its decided :- I AM GOING but y y y do i hear a small teeny weeny little voice in me telling i should go to work instead??? arghhh.. WhEre should i go??? *stares blankly at the wall* its in another 11 hours and here i am, sitting cluelessly.... :( damm damm damm... am sooo ConfuSed....

*cOnfuSIoN CaUseS BraIn DaMaGe*

#-- My DaY.... My ConVo....My Fun TIme.... --#

The Scene :-

Aussie Hunk :- What? Im better than him k… Neway ur taken by me…

EuPhoRiC^GaL :- What? Lol.. whatcha said? Hahaha.. yippieeee im in luv…

The Witness :- Faris – the one who heard it all…. ( lyn don’t be jeles k…)

That’s the highlight how our Aussie Hunk @ Maha finally hooked up with me… hehehe…

But what was the driving force behind his confession?

What made him finally feel the ebullient love in him???

haha... (hisss soo gonna kill me)Lets recap…

*swirling effect* - flashback…..

Finally finally exams are over…yippie… well not like I studies like mad for me to repose but still its OVER… haha.. I can hereby blog n chat without feeling guilty… calls for a celebration aite ??? Officially Kick Starting the So called MY DAY – a day I officially declare to be spent fully on my will of entertainment with no worries….

Hot Chocolate – Calories :- Don’t even wana think about it….

Taste :- Never Wana Forget It….

Hehe… Slurping on my hot chocolate with whipped cream ( a reallll must for celebration) the only thing that came to mind was a vacation… yeah yeah..a trip to summerland :P

Snuggling with darling Dreamie, off to DreamLand… Only to be awaken by my mum’s call… lol gawd knows what I crapped on the phone.. hehe..all I can remember was being the human version of troll with the “uhmm” and “ahhh” and the final luv u too mum..bye… :P

What else if not go online… Me n my addiction…*sigh*…. Chatting n chatting all at once…

1^st convo :- with Ash on MSN

2^nd convo :- join convo with Maha n Ram on MSN

3^rd convo :- join convo with Maha n Faris on MSN

4^th convo :- with Ram on YM

5^th convo :- with a few ppl on IRC in the midst of playing trivia…..

Haha..talk about multitasking….

The Unforgettable convo :- 3^rd convo :- join convo with Maha n Faris on MSN

A bit of the convo :-

Maha :- yeah yeah u’ll call everyone but will never call me…

Me :- wei maha… calling rate to Australia handphone is like freaking expensive k… poor me la..

Maha :- haha.. even when I was in Malaysia never call…

Me :- lol I never call neone for more than 2 weeks di….

Maha :- yeah yeah I believe di

Faris :- maha, that’s not how u treat a gal la…sham, call him in MSN or Yahoo…its free

Me :- that’s y la faris… he wants me to go bankrupt…

Maha :- Faris shuu…. This is my dignity problem.. Ill give u my land line n I wana c u call or not

Me :- fine fine i’ll call la… ish ish….

Maha :- we shall c….

Faris :- hehehe

* few minutes later*

Ring ring… and a guy picks up the phone

Aussie Hunk :- Helllo…

Me :- hi..can I speak to maha pls..

Aussie hunk :- yeah speaking….

Me :- hi maha, how r u?

Aussie Hunk :- haha.. so u did call ah…

And such went the telephone convo that lasted like almost 1 hour 15 minutes… how sweet of me to actually spend MY CREDIT n call him…. Lol….

The highlights of the convo :-

1) Faris walking all the way to Maha’s room and joining in the call…

2) Maha’s confession of being with me…lolllllllllll….

3) The whole endless laughing

4) The clip I got to watch ( pricelesssss)

Hehe… so u c…im now officially taken… rite Maha??? *wink wink*

Lol… okie okie before he starts blushing (more likely going bonkers) I shall clear the air…Maha saying is one of my best fren whom I love a lot… n same goes to him…so it’s a bond of camaraderie… n neway, that hunk already has a lie of gals behind him.. lol…. Before getting more complains, time to run……Peace out…..

* Laughing my Heads Off*

||-- StartLiNg SeLf DisCoVery--||

Boredom leads to self discovery…. How true… With my CS 105 exam in an hour, here I am blogging… Gosh..Sad but true, i have metamorphosed into a different person…. On look at how my perception about severall mundane matter have changed is proof enough… But the question is – is it for good or bad? I wonder….

6 June 1987 – 2 Dec 2005 ( the day SPM ended)

1) *click click* (looks around frantically before running FOR cover) - a total camera shy person….

2) Guys – u mean those from our species with the XY genes? Yeah have seen them and read about them…

3) Online Shopping – online? U can shop online? Wow… never heard of it…

4) Playing truant – r u kidding me? I have 100% attendance

5) Mirc – is it some kinda computer software? Sorry I have no idea

6) Piercing – *ahhhh* don’t ever dream of bringing the needle near me

7) Homework – have to be completed by hook or crook despite the 11^th hour ( once a procrastinator…always a procrastinator)

8) Handphone – “lots of credit left.. keeps on rolling over la mummy…”

9) Coca Cola – opps exam time… where the tonic?

10) Songs – I am never n will never be a music fan…

11) Clubbing – crazy ah? No interest at all la… wont go!!!!!

12) Lying – hehe.. u mean like fighting with my brother and not telling mum? Haha..

13) Clothes – jeans and tshirt….. yet I still love my comfy shorts….

14) Friendster – never heard before… what is that?

15) Trouble - Mummy.... im so so doomed..... Do something, PLEASEEEE!!!

16) Fuck - lol... purleaseeee la... i dont curse all... maximum i use is stupid idiot fool k...

17) Blogging - Whats with all this jargon terms that i have never heard before??? *blur*

*drum rolls*

3 Dec 2005 – Present Moment

1) *click click* (looks around enthusiastically before running TOWARDS the cam) - Self declared came lover

2) Guys – haha.. almost half of my circle of frens…..

3) Online shoping – guess..gap..old navy..just name it n ill give u the webpage…

4) Playing truant – that’s my latest hobby :P

5) Mirc – I spend almost 2/3 of my day there… *no regrets though*

6) Piercing – hmm.. let me c…5 on my ears…one on the nose… Future plan = one on the right eyebrow

7) Homework – is it graded? else forget it…kekeke…..

8) Handphone – “u mad ah? U reload everyday?” *grins*

9) Coca cola – a daily MUST….

10) Songs – the first thing I open the moment I log in – even more suprising I actually listen to English songs… haha

11) Clubbing – Shin wei, im free tonight. Wana go to Hyperdive? Hehehe (but not that often though)

12) Lying – I went out without my parents knowledge ( guess the severity of lie has changed)

13) Clothes – Something comfy yet modern and hot!! Lol.. im a teen hun…. Whatcha expect? :P

14) Friendster – A daily must to log on and “cuci mata”

15) Trouble - Hello Mr. Bed.. Hi Ms Tears...its Alone time *weep weep*

16) Fuck - I dont even wana start counting how many times i say that word daily...

17) Blogging - The one way to release all i feel....I LUVVVV it... muaks muaks blogspot!!!

*winks winks* - suprising aite???

Things that Have Never Changed N probably Will Never Change

1) I am A Die Hard faN of CHOCOLATES!!! Netime..neday… chocolate cheers up my day…

2) I’ll always be my Dad’s Princess…Mum’s Best Fren… Arrwin’s Nitemare (in a sweet way…hehe) and Hyper & Snowy’s DarLings

3) I Am N Luv TO Be Pampered

4) Ill always be the lazy one – yeah yeah… can never change what’s inborn u c… :P

5) I shall always be an Enid Blyton fan... hehe.. who doesnt love her kiddoo stories??

6) Once a garfield lover, always a garfield lover.... ( not forgetting Mickey Mouse and Friends too)

hehe... mind boggling rite? to c so many changes..... here comes the moment of truth....

Before 2006.....

After 2006 - Present

FUTURE - ?????

* Changes...Changing...CHANGED...*

WhY Me????

Day in day out, u tear me into pieces, with mere words that slice through me, when all i did was smile and stick to the bond we once agreed upon, what happen to all those promises, all those hopes, or should i say false hopes, of camaraderie.... from a nobody once upon a time, ur now everything i can think of, not coz of love, oh no, i aint that foolish, but for the simple reason of friendship.... what have i done? to receive such a fate.. to be picked on by u jeered and tauted by u is it split personality i c in u or a fox in sheep's clothing, for the one minute ur nice, im greeted by one hour of meaness that follows those cloying words what is it that i have done to u Max for i sit here clueless in tears wondering n wondering who is this mysterious stranger this faceless figure who has such an impact on me.... ur everything i blog about now i wana get u out of my mind but oh no ur this vyrus that seems to spread malicious as u r Max, i cant seem to find a cure... damm u... i wish the earth would open n swallow u but at the same time, i know i would run to ur aid oh y y y y did u come into my life y make me feel so thwarted y hurt me when all i gave was love y me??? im a spider hangin on a thin thread n now here comes this strong hurricane in a form of So called frenship blowing so hard... n then so soft... who r u stranger? just who r u???? *ShaTTereD HearT*

-- PlaNNeD Or WhaT??? --

"ClaSSeS on 02/13 and 02/14 HaVe BeeN CaNceLLeD Due To the THiCk SNoW!!!"

R u Kiddin Me? I mean only a few weeks ago Emily told me that there has been no such thing as a Snow Day for decades.... So to hope for one, what with global warming and all would be like hoping for johnny depp to date me (though that could happen in future. kekeke)... n today? its a snowday!!! not one but two days... yippie yippie ya ya.. i so knew it.. yes i knew knew knewww it...

I HAVE HEREBY BROUGHT HOLIDAY LUCK TO UIUC!!! kekekeke... i sure did, dint i? i mean it was thanks to me n my sincere hopes that classes would be canceled... haha..well its not like i havea list of Mr.Valentines waiting for me to need xtra time for dating.. haha to be true, i just had a so called, "i THOUGHT he was my fren but IN reality it A NO" kinda fren (hmm...do i stil call him this) telling me the true fact.... *slaps slaps* - next time dont be a fool u chocoholic keke.. thats just me i guess... neway back to the story... well, despite the tears n all( i just cant stop rambling, can i).... it was more to the fun part.. it was snow ppl.. haha yes yess 6-8 inches of snow n a snow storm.. u call that cool or what? what else ur waitng for hun? letssss go.. yesssssssssss... haha.. there i was runing like a mad gal all around the snow.. gosh i felt like an eskimo...seing white snow everywhere.... where where where r u Mr.Green? it was then i realised Ms White had Just thwarted Mr.Green.... it was truly one sight il never forget... not forgeting the snow in my room.. hehe yes yes in my room.. my roomie had left the windows openn..so can u imagine the shock i got to c a pile of white stuff near the window... it scared the day lights out of me... dayum....but who cares? runing around the snow was soo fun... guess i was blessed with Felix Felicis Luck Potion... coz when i checked my mail..there it was sititng - the book i had ordered a month ago... yippieeeee..supposedly reaching in 4-8 days but took more than a month, seing Can You Keep A Secret was good enough to make a me jump.... but i was not the only one jumping.. for after taking the book, i went for dinner... n there it was, the garlic bread..siting rite next to my cold chicken...call it anziety to read the book (cover malu) or plain clumsiness, one minute it was on my plate..the next minute i saw my garlic bread flying... *looks frantically for the EXIT sign* gosh y y y now? out of all times, it just has to be the time a cute guy sits opposite me... damm... cursing under my breath, all i could do was walk calmly to the other side of the table n pick the slice of bread... ill never ever forgive the garli bread again..n witht his comes garlic sticks, garlic biscuit..or nething to do with garlic ( special exception - pizza hut's garlic bread).. hehehe back to my room before drowsing off.... mum calls n gives me this realy really happy news... really..no kidding one of the best news i have heard.... haha...n once again back online... n guess who i c? lol yeahh.. Mr. Im Not Ur FreN online.. yesh.. haha.. well i cant deny it made that little line under my nose called lips curve upwards... kekekeke... cant deny but i like seeing him there... wait wait... this does not mean i have nething for him... oh no no no... i sooo know where ur going.. lil princess, i have no such crush or whatever...its just that its fun to tease him what to do aite? thats just the foolish me.. ok ok..enough with Mr. Max... comig back.... its valentines day n what do i have? a date with sky.. hehe yeah planeterium observation...well thats just my luck... ppl date with roses..i date with the snow, star n sky - the 3 s..... rhymes with my name at least... kekeke...

Back again under my cosy blankie, staring out the window… it makes me laugh to c how a bad start of the day can turn to be an eventful one…. From tears to laughs to feeling soo embarrassed n then happy once again… lol..who ever said life is boring?

P.S - Since Snowday Did exist, what does this mean??? hehehe... that my dream date with jonny depp is not too far away.... :PPP

*DaNcIng In HeaVeN N HeLL*

The BaTTle Of TruTh Vs LieS Have U ever Been StraNded In a SituatIon Where Mr.DeCeit WaS wiNNing Over Ms.Truth? Been In a place where every truth u say only falls as whispers on deaf ears while each n every lie speaks volumes? Tried explaning urself to the level best only to realise its all in vain? FeeLinG LikE a BuBBle FloAtinG iN Mid AiR Not KnoWinG What 2 Do? For All u Wanted was just one thing - TO PROVE URSELF... Here i am...11.41 pm, 02/13/2006 tearing in front my pc just coz i cant prove myself.. what more can i do? i have shown u everything.. from logs to my own words... how could some strangers words be taken into account? n im accused for lying? thinking about it..for all i mite know, it mite be ur own staged drama...to make me feel small, feeble, thwarted...all coz u wanted it so... despite all those taunts n jeers, i still treated u as my fren... an all i get in return is a whole bunch of accuses thrown on me, leaving me helpless n in tears... what have i done to deserve it? i feel like a log floating in the middle of deep waters.... not knowing what to do... should i go back to the shore where humans were waiting to cut me in pieces for their own benefit? or should i go to the ship i c only to be used as firewood for the sailors? or should i just stay floting here, leting myself rot to death? what am i to do? when what i say remain as mere whisper carried away by the wind.... thanks to u max...thanks a lot.....For today is ur day.. u finally won...n if it makes u happy, good for u...thank you.... *CLuELeSsLy WonDerIng*

StaRtLiNg NiTe...Or ShouLd I SaY MorNiNg.... :P

As i lay on my bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, in the midst of the dark listening to my fren's ongoing rambling, sudden out of the blues, a certain white movement caught my eyes... what could that be? i kept mum...could that be what i thought it was? a Chilly AuRa wrapped the room.. i glanced at my roomie who was silently sleeping... in the pitch darkness, all i could c was that white thing moving vigourously... oh y y y?? y didnt she close the windows? on the other hand, i could hear my fren’s voice calling out to me on phone.. but the sudden chillness made me numb.. telling that ill be back, i stole a glance at my watch n realised it was 6am.. what had my grandma say bout ghosts? *flashback* Grandma's words :- "dont worry, darls.. ghosts only invade the earth at midnight till sun rise..." well, 6am is past sunrise.. though i could not c even a ray of the eye of the sky, i mustered every single ounce of courage i ever had n bravely walked towards the window... with my countenance flat on the icy window, i sighed in relieve... it was not like what i had expected... in fact, nothing even close to it.. it was SNOW yes... pure white snow... that was falling from the sky, covering the grounds with a white carpet so beautiful that it was fit for a princess to parade on... such a sight to behold... never have i seen such a weather..it was finally finally snowing so heavily... as i snuggled back with Mr.Bed, i couldnt help but laugh at my own stupidity... how puerile... haha... cant help it.. a person who has a dictionary thick phobias is prune to act with such stupidity... Me :- dei, it was the snow la da.. never ever everr seen it snow like this.. so much of snow (estet betul la - thanks lyn n dyan.. kekeke) Mr.X :- hahaha... ok ok chilll Me :- dei reallyyyyy la.. sooo much u know.. u wana c or not? Mr.X :- ok ok show *giving a free snow show* Mr.X :- wow saljiiii wei saljiiiii (hahaha.. estateness rubbed of wei)... Me :- hahaha i told ya... (grining happily) *ring ring* Mummy :- Shamini good morninggg... Me :- mummy mummy snowing so heavily la today... Mummy :- yes ah.. ok make sure u wear thick clothes..close ur head..cover ur hands ..lalalala..(never ending concern) Me :- aiks.. come online mummy..i show u... *once again a snow show* - the weatherman ought to thank me for promoting his creations... kakakaka

It was about 9am…as I was lazily hanging on the phone, the unimaginable took place… a sudden ear piercing siren broke the silence of the morning… what on the world was that? I turned to c my roomie waking up in a jiffy looking all startled… for a moment, it was utter silence…

Could that be what I thought it was? Fire alarm? On a snow day? For the first time, it is snowing so heavily, n a FIRE??? R u kidding me? Nothing,,, I repeat NOTHING would make me go out in that chilly weather… I rather be burnt to ashes..(metaphorically speaking)

Gosh this is by far the worst time to have a fire drill… while I rushed to the door, Lina stopped me…

Lina :- Lets get dressed first..You’ll froze to death if u go out in shorts n flip flops..

Haha.. imagine a fire outbreak n here we r.. getting dressed in long pants n boots…. Just for confirmation, I stepped out.. n true enough, the entire hallway was deserted.. ok..doom day was getting more n more visible…we rushed out n down the stairs…

Opening the door, n trust me.. gosh!!! The one gush of wind n I could c hell rite in front of me…. As we stepped out, I was covered with snow… but wait.. haha..

WE WERE DA ONLY 2 OUT THERE!!!

Yes… the only 2 gals standing out under the snow.. other ppl were just getting in n out of the bus, going to classes n there we stood..like 2 stooges..staring at them… fark the fire alarm as it went off again…

Lol…staggering back amidst the snow, we reached the door oni to realize that neither of us had our I-Cards with us to swipe the door open… gosh… so there we stood waiting for ne kind angel to come.... dripping in snow..when Lina said something..

Lina :- well, I don’t have the card but I have a key though…

Dayum.. we burst into fits of laughter.. how on earth could a key open a swipe card door.. lol… laughing n laughing till we finally reached our rooms, I realized sthing… nothing like a sudden fire drill on a snowy day to make me feel so fresh.. what with the spooky feeling in the beginning followed by endless laughter at the end, such a turmoil of events…

While I got back to my conversation n related the story to Mr.X, I watched the snow fall.. thicker n thicker, chilling the air at the same time, chilling my thoughts…

*Kiddies Day OuT*

I CANT BLIV WHAT JUST HAPPENED!!!! *slap slap* *pinch pinch* ahhh... its 2pm.... from 7.30am till 1.30pm = was hanging on the phone 1.30 - 2pm = THE UNTHINKABLE!!! ahhh... god what jusr happened???? was it really me? how on earth did that happen??? care a damm y it happened... BUTTTTTT Y oh Y out Of ALL daYs Didnt I juSt Say one word - NO!!! a simple NO that could have saved me from all this GUILT n SELF HUMILATION!!! *slap slap slap* Who Am I kiDDIng? Its Not Like i Did Not LiKE It!! WaIt A Second!!! *slap myriad times* WHAT am i even saying??? What has gone wrong with the system? Has My BraiN FiNaLLy StOp FunCtiOning?? Argh... I for oNe Can Never Ever Ever Believe That ActuAlly HAppeNeD!!! 2.15 pm :- I OffIcIaLLy CerTifY I HaVe GOnE OuT Of My MiNd!!! *DooMeD DooMed DooMed*

ThE COuNtDowN StArTs….

*2 days ago*

Me :- I miss home la da.. cant wait to go back… Mr.X :- Yeah I know.. that’s y la… till mumbling Mummy la..Daddy la all in the sleep….hehe Me : - Huh? *gasp* r u kidding me?? I mumbled in my sleep?? What else did I say? Gosh gosh… (lariii cover malu) Mr.X :- Yeah..this is the 2^nd time la.. hahaha Me :- Oh My Gosh!!! How embarrassing.. I sleep talk?? N ur telling me oni now???

Yeah U got IT rite.. that was the conversation 2 days ago where my ThoUgHFuL fren kindly “reminding” me what happened the day before while I accidentally dozed off during our voice convo…

LESSON :- Never Ever… I reinstate time n again – NEVER EVERRR doze off while having a voice conversation on msn… Else ur DOOMED for a life long humiliation.. (dont mind the hyperbole)…but that’s the fact.. arghh.. I still cant bliv I revealed my heart’s yearnings without even realizing…. *sigh*

Coming back to the story….

This convo actually embarked me on a journey down the pages n pages of endless memoirs….The clock struck 5.05am… in just another 101 days, ill be on my bed.. my own bed.. well its not like I don’t spend time on my bed here.. haha..infact easily 2/3 of my day is spent “wisely” on my bed.. (ok ok I know..im lazy.. kekeke) but like the hackneyed cliché says – home sweet home…

Nothing like my own bed surrounded by my guardian angels (or should I say heroes) – shah rukh, harry potter, beckham and the whole MU team, madavan n not forgetting the latest addition of Johnny Depp all watching over me…the softness of my toys all around me.. that old bolster (which I hope my mum has not seen to) with that sweet (mum has a whole new idea bout it) pillow beside me.. that messy yet comfy look… the more I reminisce about it, the more I yearn to go back…

It’s a mystery even to me how I manage to stay away from home this long, for the longest I have stayed away from home would be 3 weeks… nothing could keep me away longer than that.. even that, I use to face all kinds of taunts n jeers… haha.. n now, I have stayed away not for 3 weeks, but actually 6 months….n my mum does not call me 5 times nemore.. but only 2 times…

I have become more independent.. haha.. well, though half of me is glad that I can actually fend for myself (not 100% true) *grins*…. The other half of me yearns to be pampered… I miss those pampering n tending i have in abundant at home… who would ever think, I out of all person, would actually start working? To be very frank, it never once struck me that I would…n today, I have successfully (yesss.. huge success for ME)… worked for 3 weeks…

*not counting the countless time I was in the verge of giving up or whining* hehe

But looking on the bright side, I survived.. Yes!! I survived… for rite now, the only thing that keeps me going is that 101 days.. the mere 101 days that I need to cross before in back in the arms of my loved ones..

Even before I have reached Malaysia, I can already foresee the princess life that awaits me.. haha.. yeah baby yeah..

It’s a PriNnnn-ceSS Liiii-fe :- singing to the tune of NTV7 theme music…

*Must emphasize sikit on the ‘n’ and ‘i’ for the umph k… kekekke*

Well, imagine….NO laundry..NO household chores..NO sick cheesy food.. only luv luv ebullient luv everywhere….not forgetting no work.. all work done… no more feeling lonely or addicted towards the comp…n always.. yeah u got that rite…ALWAYS surrounded by mi familia n darling hyper n snowy.. that’s the life babey….

Thaipusam came n passed without me… now both chinese n tamil new year has to come b4 this gal here gets to go home… well, what has to be just has to be…101 days babey.. n im back.. Wait for me Penang.. ur darling gal will be back ASAP… hahaha… outzzzz!!!!

*CraViNgs Of A YoUng One*