Thursday, January 25, 2007

One Week Later……

Grr.. its freaking cold outside n out of all days, they just had to have a fire drill today.. gosh!!! This people…the moment the siren went on, all I could think of was to get myself safely out of the building.. after all, who knows it’s a drill or im in for a real shock??? Keke.. better safe then dying!!! Lol..

Neway here I am… back from the chilly cold to the safety of my warm, cozy room with a math quiz n homework(which I have not started) to be handed in tomorrow.. but as usual, the procrastinator is having her own way…instead of working through that Herculean pile of work, im here blogging.. hehe. I so so soo need rehabilitation…

Back to the story… 8 days have passed since I first started my spring semester.. 1 week down, 15 more to go b4 I start running back to penang!!! Well, its time to put on the analytical glass n start analyzing my classes so far…

Unlike my relaxed yet tough first sem, this sem is packed with more courses… classes are fine but my favourite class is Rhetoric!!! Its English/writing class by my lecturer, sara n truly, its been fun so far.. wonder y?? haha. Coz that’s the only class I have not slept or dozed off yet… yes… YET!!!

Keke.. as for calculus this time, surprisingly I seem to have another woman lecturer.. something phenomenal seing that last term I had all male lecturers… well not discriminating or nething, she’s really nice.. though I miss my cal 1 lec, eric… eric oh eric, where art thou??? Kekeke..

Oh the thought of eric brings me back to my communiation lecturer, Stephen… ohh la la.. n not forgetting the hot turkey TA I had for macroeconomics, cagdas agirdas… sweet memories sure do last forever.. kekekeke

*slaps slaps slaps* - back to reality!!!!

Well, enough of being notty.. hehe.. back to work… cs 105 ..ahh.. the class that I sleep without fail.. gosh!!! Its almost impossible to not doze off.. the most embarrassing thing, my 2nd class n I had already dozed off only to be awaken by the guy in front of me.. *blushin* gosh gosh.. duno how to cover malu also… L… ONLY contentment – sitting beside me, nad also was sleeping. Kekek. C I knew it.. it was the class, NOT ME!!! N know thanks to my mum, everyday my dad reminds me in the morning

DaddY’s Words :- ‘ All ok ah?? Okie take care.. n don’t go n sleep in class.. haha”

Poor poor me.. always the laughing stock.. grrrr!!!

But the thing they don’t realize is, I never dozed off (well at least not for a long time) during lab session.. keke. N the TA (I guess Argentinean but not sure), Dmytro – pronounces as Mitro is sureeee one hell of a cute TA.. kekek..

*giggles* (can never help it)

Microeconomics!!! The one lecture I seem to miss often.. out of 3 classes, only been 2 one so far.. bad timing I guess.. coz I end up waking up realll late.. L but according to New Year Resolution – Saya Sudah Bertaubat!!! No more skipping classes n no more procrastinating.. I know I know.. a lil too ambitious… keke.. but a gal can sure hope, cant she???

As for the TA, well I have yet to go to class.. but sources say, his sure good looking.. kekeke.. lets hope for the best.. lolll… astronomy sounds fun too… though the class is soooooo far(miles n miles apart with one 10 minutes to spare), I kinda like the subject… n once again, it’s a female professor.. guess this time, my classes are all balanced… :P except for the timing though.. y cant all classes start at 10am? L *sigh*

The LateSt NewS!!!!! Im working!!! Yesssss.. I have actually started working.. haha.. whoever said I was too childish n pampered to work (quates ramanen)…lol.. but work is sure no bed of roses.. gosh..thurs n Fridays from 4.45-8.30pm n Saturdays from 7.45-1.30am, its sure one hell of a tiring task.. but I AM A CHANGED PERSON.. haha… at least I hope I am.. so its goodbye lazyness, hello the new me…

Saying that, guess its time I run back to the pile of homework calling out to me… hehe.. what a life…!!!!!

*TypIcaL TeeN TaLkS*

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

A HeaRt`S YeArnIngs...
As i gaze into the picture on my table, i feel my heart longing to hold u.. hug u n kiss u.. i miss ur gentle body rubbing against mine... gosh how sweet were those moments..whenever i needed u, u were always there for me.. all it took was a movement of my eyes for u to come running to me..ur the best thing that has ever happened to me... now we are far apart...though i know absense makes the heart grow founder, i still miss u like mad..n not one moment do i not miss ya..the only thing that keeps me going is seeing u via webcam every week... n to know that u still remember me.. all that keeps us apart is 4 months.. mere 4 months b4 im back to being beside u... losing myself in that comforting eyes of urs..for ur my best fren n i love u darling snowy and hyper!!! muaks n huggies...
since i miss my darlings so much, i have decided to adopt a virtual pet...welcome to the family, Princess... my own virtual pet...umaahhh..

Monday, January 22, 2007

CLuELeSS WitH TeaRs What did i do to deserve this? i feel like a spider hanging on for lie on a tiny thread dangling in mid air... clueless to still hang on to it or leave n take a free drop... y me? out of all people, me?? day in day out all i do is try to keep it going... every attempt of urs...every word uttered.. i take it as a light manner..c it as ur trying to tease me as u always do.. but theres a limit... i never expect much..in fact..when it comes to u..my expectations is sea level.. but u cant even c that... more than once i have tried to think that i should move on.. but in vain for thats how much i care for ya.. all i ask for is an iota of what i give u... is it that hard? today was just like the other day.. claimming i have changed?? when it comes to u..the only thing that has changes is my patience level...to take whatever u say..whatever verbal diarrhea that comes out like a knife slicing through my heart... n yet all i get is the drops of blood that flow from my eyes after wards... how long more? when will this uncertainity come to an end... as i sit n reminisce about the past.. all i can think of is the one good moment v had.. all i can do for now is dwell on it.. for what has to be just has to be.. n despite all the hopes n dreams... some things are just not meant to be... i hope ours isnt the same...

Thursday, January 04, 2007

ReMiNisCinG ThaNkGivInG 2006!!! As I walk down the brightly litted up streets, the whole environment is breathtaking... it was at that very moment that i truly felt i was not in Malaysia..the eye blinding lights, the ever so busy streets..even the smell of smoke was enough to trigger the every single iota of excitement..thanks to shin wei.. chicago was heaven baby... yeah yeah.. a lillty hyperbole there but cmon..who could blame me? after spending months cooped up in the little 0331 room of mine, with only Mr.Pc as a companion...coming out n facing reality was really heaven... although when i first stepped foot in chicago..the first word that came out was FUCK.. keke.. (opps i seemm to curse a lot) *blushing*, thanks to the train n the weather, it was totally totally fun.. kekeke..not forgetting how both of us got lost.. yeah yeah... im not exactly a pro in directions.. keke..let alone shin wei... (but im a lil better since i know left n right) *giggling* we walked n walked for an hour with the heavy luggage dragging behind us..just coz we took on the wrong road at the beginning...it was only after an hour plus..we met the rest of the gang from michigan n northwestern at MiLLeNiUm PaRk!!! Gosh now that park was a realll beauty... the structures n the huge parabole there.. kekeke.. we were sooooo like rusa masuk kampung..well not me.. hehehee... not only was it thankgiving day but it was alsoooo CarYn'S BdaY! So we had a little suprise party for her at the park itself... and after that...off we went back to our hotel.. kekeke.. everyone was sooo worn out butttt... lol.. who could resist a few dancing moves in the room..lol..thats when the cat was out of the bag..we could c all those frequent club visiters showing thier moves...oo la la.. the next day was BLaCk FrIdAY!! yiippiee yippei ya ya!!1 it means shoppingggggggg..... we got up real early n went to this pplace called AurArA.. where they had all those branded outlets like calvin klein, gap, guess, polo, vinci..gosh.. u name it u have it.. the never ending list.. it felt like i was stepping into heaven... then it began..the shopping spree..lol.. so many things..so little time (not forgeting so little fund).. kekeke.. by the time came for us to leave..lol.. i remeber carrying loads of bags.. dayum..now i feel sooo remorse..me n my attitude..but (in a sober voice) - " what has to be has to be".. hehehe we went back,dumped our things in the room n went off to 6th street n michiga avenue..black friday or not..shops were crowdeddd with people.. i knew it..i so soooo knew it..i was not the only person who luvs shopping..there r sooooo many others who share the same passion.. kekeke...well.. ShoPaHoLiC strikes AgaIn.. lol..once again shopping.. i mean u cant blame a gal for shopping..especialy in chicago on black friday.. lol.. then it was NavY Pier..here v come!!! navy pier..total fairyland..from the time we stepped into the place it was totally really promisingly (guess i made my point) like fairyland..the shops were all so cute n colorful..they were decorated with pixies n peter pan..with candy bars hanging... i soo soooo luv that place.. one place for me to visit with my kids..lolll.... by the time we reached home..thanks to walking miles n miles, i had blisters all over my leg...poor legs..:( the next day was yet full of fun... (not forgeting the walking) we went to this muzium supposedly the largest in the world...huge or what.. i saw soooooooooo manyy animals...althought i visited only the fishes n the dolphin show.. keke..i slept of in the muzium)..loll.. but i cant help it.. i was soo freaking tired..what ya expect? lol.. the 4 dimensional SPoNge BoB SqUare PaNtS Show was terrific..it was not 3d but actually 4d.. i bet lynda n dyan would go crazyyy over it.. it was really the icing on the cake.. luv every bit of it... cool cool muzium..(another place for my kids).. kekeke...n me also..since i only saw like 1/4 of the muzium :( *OH MY GOSH!!! WHAT A VIEW!!!!* chicagoo is sooooo well planned... the roads r straight as rulers... its like blocks n blocks of buildings all so well built.. this was precisely what i saw from the top of SeaRs TowEr!!! the next place we visited afterrrr the muzium.. watching the short show on how Sears Tower was first build n seing n BEING in it... was truly truly memorable.. i skipped going out that nite.. poor legs needed a break..what will all the skin peeling n so on..the next day..we went to CHiNa TOwN where there was a restaurant called PENANG!! ohh goooooo PEnAnG!!! c how famous darling penang is...a place withh all local food(pg food)... n by the time we took the subway n head back to the hotel..it was only 3 hrs b4 we left chicago... but praise the lord... as we were walking back..i spotted a doll wearing this reallyyyy cool pair of jeans..oh gosh... i have neverr seen such a pair.. 3 hrs was a longgg time..so in we entered the shop.. luck or what..everything was soo sooooo nice.. this is when i feel soo clueless.. u just duno what to buy.. well a few pair of jeans..n guess what..i was running late... dayummm... rushing back to the hotel... packing up n runing back..it was justttt in time... n off we set back to darling old urbana-champaign... once again room 0331...the four walls i have grown to luv in this time... chicago is one place i wont forget...a place i die to visit again..if possible on another black friday..kekekeke.... PeAce N Out....