WhY Me????

Day in day out, u tear me into pieces, with mere words that slice through me, when all i did was smile and stick to the bond we once agreed upon, what happen to all those promises, all those hopes, or should i say false hopes, of camaraderie.... from a nobody once upon a time, ur now everything i can think of, not coz of love, oh no, i aint that foolish, but for the simple reason of friendship.... what have i done? to receive such a fate.. to be picked on by u jeered and tauted by u is it split personality i c in u or a fox in sheep's clothing, for the one minute ur nice, im greeted by one hour of meaness that follows those cloying words what is it that i have done to u Max for i sit here clueless in tears wondering n wondering who is this mysterious stranger this faceless figure who has such an impact on me.... ur everything i blog about now i wana get u out of my mind but oh no ur this vyrus that seems to spread malicious as u r Max, i cant seem to find a cure... damm u... i wish the earth would open n swallow u but at the same time, i know i would run to ur aid oh y y y y did u come into my life y make me feel so thwarted y hurt me when all i gave was love y me??? im a spider hangin on a thin thread n now here comes this strong hurricane in a form of So called frenship blowing so hard... n then so soft... who r u stranger? just who r u???? *ShaTTereD HearT*